Sunday, May 13, 2007

GisseLa's bday

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arjem and rach

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with gissela

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blow the candle

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rach, julie, ed and giss



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i always love meeting my good old high school buddies..makes me feel the warm friendship with them all over again..its amazing like after 12 years you still see the same old people who grew up with u and now, are leading different lives but still has the same smiles, the same laughter, the same old beliefs and the same old issues.. I get to be the same and old me with them..its like reliving the old highschool stories once again.

Friday, May 11, 2007

hmmm

"To let true love remain unspoken is the quickest route to a heavy heart..."
-fortune cookie, skyhigh 2005

Thursday, May 10, 2007

He who forever eludes me

"Canzoni e poesie
pugnali e parole
i tuoi ricordi
sono vecchi ormai
e i sogni di notte
che chiedono amore
cadono al mattino
senza te
cammina da solo
urlando ai lampioni
non resta che cantare ancora

Scivola,
scivola vai via
non te ne andare
scivola,
scivola vai via
via da me ..."


-scivola vai via, vinicio capossela

sweet honesty


"I love Joshua. No need to explain why. For me, love needs no explanations. If you love a person, you just love him. "

-John "Sweet" Lapus

The QATAR Babe


Here's my friend, Marz!! He's super gay and he's in qatar (somewhere in saudi)..and I uber-miss him.

College wouldn't be the same without him. He's one of the smartest gays i've known, and actually one of the most "reserved" ones. He has poise and that makes me so fond of him. He has taste and the nicest manners. No wonder my mom loves him. I miss him, because he used to stay here in the house and eat a lot..hehe. He's usually quiet but he smiles a lot. He sleeps a lot and he's very kind. He's a very cool friend. I always jokingly tell him, that if for some strange reason, he becomes tired of being GAy, I could be his GF anytime. hahahaha

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BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOLA!
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PRICELESS

Once in these life's moments, we all have these insane thinking and stupid beliefs and sometimes, we just do things for all the wrong reasons..and while whining about life's ups and downs.. I realize, I feel blessed having friends who cheer you up whenever u get suicidal moments..hehe.. I feel blessed talking with logical people who keep u sane, and having these supportive group of friends who understand things no matter what happens..

I feel blessed having, ruby, eric, janice, regina, ida, jeanet, rachel, rhea, beng, tin, ate weng, francesco (my special italian friend), ter, nors, john, joy, mallen, bench, apple, and so on and so fort..and my brothers, of course my mom who sticks by me, whenever I get oh-so emotional and a bit stupid sometimes.. the people I trust my life to, and the people who still laughs with me and smiles at life's big jokes..

I always try to remember a friend's laugh or whenever the moments of smiles comes, or the things we share or sometimes argue with, its what keep us human, the imperfections. I could not imagine going through life without them..so much. I mean, through all the heartaches, tears and life-threathening moments..gosh. Its what makes it worthwhile..the nicest moments, u enjoy with the people who are part of your being. It does feel weird, like I'm saying goodbye..hahaha.. I just like to take a time for them..to reminisce good old friends...who never fails to make me smile...always.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

101 Best Kept Hollywood Secrets

101. Mel Gibson and Nicole Kidman weren't born in Australia
100. Janet Jackson was briefly blind in 1998
99. Designers give stars gifts to get them to wear their clothes
98. Many reality shows tape months before airing and keep the outcome a secret through confidentiality agreements
97. Liv Tyler thought Todd Rundgren (not Steven Tyler) was her father until age 10
96. Robert Reed hid the fact that he was gay
95. Many stars do not use their birth names (Ashton Kutcher, etc.)
94. Reese Witherspoon has an ancestor who signed the Declaration of Independence
93. A.J. McLean was a cocaine and alcohol addict
92. Late Night With Conan O'Brien was actually cancelled for a day
91. Traci Lords made over 100 hard core porn films while underage
90. Owen Wilson and Wes Anderson once staged a robbery to get back at a landlord
89. Many people used to think Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen were one person because of the strange way their names were listed in the opening credits of Full House
88. David Crosby fathered Melissa Etheridge and Julie Cypher's baby
87. Sharon Stone, Julia Roberts and Gwyneth Paltrow each kept their weddings a secret from the press
86. A Golden Globe can be won with as few as 19 votes because of the small size of the voting body
85. Whitney Houston lip-synched the national anthem at the Super Bowl in 1991
84. Shannen Doherty and Alyssa Milano hated each other on Charmed
83. Madonna's Pepsi commercial aired only once because of the controversial content of her "Like a Prayer" video
82. Charles S. Dutton served nine years in prison for manslaughter
81. Star demands: Christina Aguilera must have police escort to concerts; Eminem asked for hotel floor with blacked-out windows for entourage of 30; Jennifer Lopez demanded all-white room, curtains, etc.; Britney Spears asks for odorless carpet

80. Brad Pitt dated Robin Givens
79. Elizabeth Hurley initially refused to give the identity of her baby's father
78. Glenn Close's voice was dubbed over Andie MacDowell's in "Greystoke: The Legend of Tarzan, Lord of the Apes"
77. Sharon Stone refused to return a bracelet to Harry Winston, claiming that she thought it was a gift
76. Rush Limbaugh hid a drug addiction
75. Quentin Tarantino originally wanted Warren Beatty to star in "Kill Bill: Vol. 1"
74. Some talk show guests are fake or coached by producers
73. Hunter Tylo was fired from Melrose Place for getting pregnant
72. Laurence Fishburne claimed to be older to get a part in "Apocalypse Now"
71. Eric Stoltz was fired from "Back to the Future" after several weeks of filming
70. Rosie O'Donnell wanted to be Jay Leno's permanent guest host
69. Bill Murray turned down "Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle" to appear in "Lost in Translation"
68. Oprah Winfrey was sexually abused and had a premature child at age 14
67. Alan Smithee was a pseudonym used by directors who didn't want to claim credit for a film
66. Photographs of stars (magazine covers, etc.) are often drastically retouched
65. Simon Rex starred in gay porn films
64. R. Kelly married Aaliyah when she was 15
63. Chuck Barris claims to have been a government assassin
62. Sony Pictures created a fake movie critic to praise its films
61. Wynonna and Ashley Judd have different fathers


60. Couples keep their romances secret: Jennifer Garner & Michael Vartan, Meg Ryan & Russell Crowe, Beyoncé Knowles & Jay-Z
59. Tim Allen served time for dealing drugs
58. Nicole Kidman made an audition tape for "Ghost"
57. Lara Flynn Boyle was married
56. Don King has killed two people and spent time in prison for manslaughter
55. Pregnancy secrets: Courteney Cox kept hers a secret for a while; shows tries to work around stars' pregnancies (Patricia Heaton, Heather Locklear, etc.)
54. Joe Eszterhas wrote "Music Box," a movie in which a character learns her father was a Nazi, only to later discover his own father wrote anti-Semitic literature
53. Airline secrets: Oasis was banned from an airline, a private jet company secretly videotaped Michael Jackson
52. George Clooney secretly filmed an appearance on ER
51. Vanessa Williams posed for nude photos, only to have them surface in Penthouse
50. Carly Simon refuses the reveal the identity of the inspiration for "You're So Vain"
49. More stars who changed their names: Queen Latifah, Tiger Woods, etc.
48. A man got on 20/20 by posing as Billie "Buckwheat" Thomas (who was actually dead)
47. Jon Voight revealed Angelina Jolie and Billy Bob Thornton were adopting a baby when he wasn't supposed to say anything
46. The man behind the "scary voice" in "Scream" was kept hidden from the cast to ensure more authentic performances
45. Bob Crane was a porn freak and videotaped orgies for years
44. Robert De Niro was fired from a film that later evolved into "The Goodbye Girl"
43. Celebrity demands: P. Diddy wants food tested for hair; Madonna flies her spiritual advisers everywhere
42. Marilyn Monroe's death may not have been a suicide
41. Willie Nelson smoked pot on the roof of the White House


40. Secrets from The Apprentice: the elevator ride to Donald Trump's boardroom is just for show; it's a set, not Trump's actual boardroom; Omarosa Manigault-Stallworth was fired by the Clinton adminstration; the project overseen by winner Bill Rancic didn't yet have funding when Trump hired him
39. The author of Primary Colors remained anonymous for a while
38. "Bond girl" Tula was born a man
37. Gary Devore disappeared mysteriously while working on movie about CIA and was found dead a year later; friends doubt the police findings about his death
36. Janet Jackson was secretly married for 8 years
35. Joel & Ethan Coen claimed "Fargo" was a true story, but it wasn't
34. Journalists Steven Glass and Jayson Blair fabricated many stories
33. Jessica Alba, Halle Berry, Britney Spears and Alyssa Milano have tattoos; some directors refuse to hire actresses who have too many tattoos because it takes a lot of time to cover them
32. Alanis Morissette may have written "You Oughta Know" about Dave Coulier
31. Kelsey Grammer had drug and alcohol problems for years
30. Jennifer Beals didn't do a lot of the dancing in "Flashdance," and one breakdancing sequence was done by a man
29. Ozzy Osbourne urinated on the Alamo
28. Milli Vanilli didn't sing on their album
27. Warren Beatty and Robert Redford were top two choices for male lead in "The Graduate"; Patricia Neal (who suffered a stroke) and Doris Day were top two choices for female lead
26. Corey Haim and Corey Feldman used drugs while working on "Just Say No" campaign
25. Roseanne Barr gave up a child for adoption
24. Mark Wahlberg had a reservation on one of the flights that crashed into the World Trade Center
23. Producers film alternate endings for finales; or in the case of Friends, claim there is more than one ending when there is not
22. Elvis Presley: direct descendent of Abraham Lincoln, naturally blonde, could have been the male lead in "A Star Is Born"
21. Melissa Etheridge, Ellen DeGeneres and Rosie O'Donnell stayed in the closet for years

20. Farrah Fawcett was arrested for shoplifting
19. Winona Ryder is a natural blonde
18. John F. Kennedy Jr. may have had a tumultuous marriage
17. Berry Gordy is the father of Diana Ross's daughter Rhonda
16. Many stars do commercials overseas (Harrison Ford, etc.)
15. Many movies initially had different endings: "Fatal Attraction," "Big," "Pretty Woman," "American Beauty"
14. Rock Hudson stayed in the closet for 40 years
13. Arnold Schwarzenegger groped women
12. Riley Weston pretended to be a teenager to get a writing job on Felicity
11. Jack Nicholson's "mother" was actually his grandmother and his "sister" was actually his mother
10. Some shots on Survivor are re-created with stand-ins
9. Sarah Jessica Parker and Kim Cattrall didn't like each other very much while working on Sex and the City
8. Sylvester Stallone did a porn film
7. Hollywood madam Heidi Fleiss held a black book containing the names of her famous clients
6. Princess Diana lived a very troubled life that included depression, an eating disorder, a bad marriage and several suicide attempts
5. No one knows the origins of Michael Jackson's son Prince Michael II (a.k.a. "Blanket")
4. Natalie Wood drowned under mysterious circumstances
3. The actual tally of the Oscar vote is kept a secret
2. Britney Spears did it with Justin Timberlake
1. It is not known whether Janet Jackson intended to expose her breast at the Super Bowl



source: 101 Best Kept Hollywood secrets

Monday, May 07, 2007

adiós para ahora

"I have come to realize..that my object of affection, does not return the outward emotions I so tryingly express for the whole time.. He doesn't say he misses me, refuses to remember things i say, ignores what I feel nor he never talks to me anymore, so what is the point of aimlessly winning his heart..when he doesn't even offer it.

And so I uncanningly give up for now, and rest my tiring crushed heart...even the music we both had lusted for long..have begun deaf to your ears. If you don't hold the courage to say farewell..then I will so do it for both of us.

No letters, no communication and no feelings for the rest of my days, a better way to end an endless romantic quest." - sungoddess

Saturday, May 05, 2007

the rare truth behind curls


She is sexy but she wants you to want her for more than physical reasons. She values herself She doesn't give herself away. That is, you must court her; thoughtful gifts mean more to her than the expensive variety. Plainly, romance is part of her life. She is romantic and needs to be needed. She is likely to be attractive, and she expects to be jealous of you, but doesn't want to be reprimanded for her own flirtatiousness. Make yourself a fascinating challenge. Involvement with her can be fatiguing, but you will learn about life and living and love. Her nature is fiery; she is passionate, giving and generous. If you win her, the prize will be a great one.
She is stubborn, but she is usually trying to work out what is best for you. Recognize her good qualities, which are numerous, in being amorous, avoid being coarse. Sex, for her, is just one part of love. It is the rhythm of life but to be a part of her life you must first earn her admiration.

She abhors the humdrum, routine, and stupid.
She revels in the creative, in excitement, could be an addict of the theater and she will share the spotlight if she feels you really have something others would admire.
She's unusual, complicated, and opinionated but she can be one of the most beautiful experiences in your life.

subconsciously

"After a while, you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh. "
-mr. big, sex and the city

nighttiming baby

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@MOLOKAI GRILL

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BEVZ, MAVIC AND JOY

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JV, BICHO, GENO AND JOHN

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HMM..

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BACK TO SINGAPORE

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SO, WHO'S DRUNK NOW? HAHA

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GOODNIGHT, JOHN

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UY, SI JOHN SIGN OFF NA
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JOHN, SLEEP KA NA
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WELL, THAT'S ALL FOR NOW...


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friday night at molokai grill, a little drink with old friends, especially bicho, who's goes home every now and then, and a little bit of laughter and some fun.

Friday, May 04, 2007

Bohemian episode

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I just felt like dressing up bohemian today!!!

Sunday, April 29, 2007

the smallest of things


"It's the pounding in the heart whenever you are gone without any trace
It's the breaking of the waves that were about to really carry someplace
It's a major minor detail
It's a solitary sequel to never knowing anything at all ..."


- Minor Detail, Sondre Lerche
(romeo and juliet painting by Ford Madox Brown)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I Love Manila at 36 degrees


before I even start writing right away, for anyone who simply finds this entry quite readable..the rest of it would be done both in tagalog and english.. just to make it more fun.

Today and for the last few days it has been like 36 degrees celsius here in manila..as in sobrang init ha. Init na talaga ng tanghali, its like literally being cooked on and steamed. And if u try walking out in the afternoon, omigod.. goodluck sayu! Its literally hot here, for the land of hot men and women, the atmosphere is full of it. In other countries, its probably like in different degrees, or siguro malamig pa sa ibang parts. Pero, no matter how humid it gets to be. I simply love phillippines, i really love it here.

most filipinos work abroad not just because the economy sucks (it still does) but then, its the low compensating salary and also some of us have this need for exploring the wonderful world around us. Its not bad to be curious, but its bad enough if u forget where u came from. Sabi nga nila, you cannot really love something unless u know where it came from. we cannot embrace other cultures and have them for ourselves, when we forget to define who we are. Pinoy tayu, actually the best goddamn lovable asians! hehe. I totally believe so, I mean filipinos have this rich monochromatic of cultures and everything comes with it. We all do not look alike, may chinita, may tisay, tisoy, jologs or whatever, but that's the beautiful part of it, di sya nakakasawa tingnan, eh caucasian countries tend to be boring sometimes, lahat sila puti, yun lang. We on the other hand, smell better than any other, I totally agree. filipino people love water so much, they bathe more than 4 times a day, well all because of the weather we have, but it does make us cleaner than any other, I've heard friends who comment about "weird smell" in china, mabaho daw yung mga tao..haha that's their opinion, not mine.

Of course, the food here in manila, is gosh I won't trade for anything. I am huge huge fan of adobo and sinagang and no other international dish matches that. Di ka ata pinoy, kung di mu trip yun. Before, whenever I commute from work, to and fro, its sometimes fun to watch people.. eveyday, we work, pagod..but filipinos seem to laugh it off.. There is something about the filipino trait of cheerfullness, its like there's a lot of things to be laughed about. I sometimes found it interesting di ba, minsan nakakatawa talaga yung ibang bagay, probably why the americans loves us so much, we laugh a lot. Europeans like the way we live, because its vibrant and we view life a bit differently, parang laging puno yung buhay natin, kahit sobrang daming kulang.

Sometimes, it hurts when people tell you how happy-go-lucky u are or how do u live a care-free attitude, and ask you to take life seriously..parang minsan ang sarap silang sagutin na.."OMIGOD, I AM TAKING LIFE SO SERIOUSLY, THE PROBLEM IS ..LIFE IS NOT TAKING ME SERIOUSLY". Loosen up your grip, ang init init na nga dito sa mundo, global warming and all, and you want to tighten up your life with negative views. Everyday people die, and who knows whose next..nobody knows..not even me or you, and yet for the time alloted for you to live, you waste your time by bashing other people's lives or competing for other things, when there is no competition anyway, there is no goal..the only way is to live and enjoy god's blessing, we forgive the heartaches and we love until all the buckets of tears dry up.

Sometimes, when every shit just beats me up..I get my headphones and I listen to music..its only way that prevents me from being insane. I wouldn't gain anything by being sad and hopeless..it only gets life boring.

the beauty of drew


I think it's important to give someone your heart and trust them and not be cynical. At the same time, I think being independent and strong and happy on your own and by yourself, it's probably what will make you a better lover.
"Because you'd be less needy. So I'm for both."
-Drew Barrymore

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

effects of indie rock

"Now there are a few ways you can give in to musical obsession. You can give in
suddenly and briefly – such as when, over a course of a few weeks or months, you
find yourself hooked on a particular album (especially a debut album or a
breakout album) and start talking up the artist to everyone you know; but then,
after seeing a boring live performance or hearing someone you don't respect gush
about the music, you just as suddenly denounce the artist as being annoying or
unoriginal.
Or you can give in sporadically. This might happen if you are
dealing unfamiliar real-world concerns, such as a new job or mouth to feed, when
you have neither the time nor the energy to satisfy the rigors of a full-blown
obsession; it might also be that your passion peaked years ago and is only at
the edges of your synapses now. But the mania is merely in remission, it is
still there, waiting to flare up: a release of a new bootleg, an anniversary of
a hero's death, a reunion tour, a simpatico comment by a bartender; a delivery
of killer weed."

-- JOHN SELLERS, Perfect from now on, HOw Indie Rock saved my life

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

no matter


Life is worth living, no matter how it sucks and everyone is worth living for, no matter how cruel they can be or no matter how stupid they can get..everybody deserves to live.
I've never been to Virginia, but they are students like us who have families of their own, young people who had dreams for themselves..
For all the students and people, who died in the virginia tech massacre, i offer prayers and this candle.

Monday, April 23, 2007

the most special things in our lives..

"The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property , the money in
the bank, blah..blah..blah.

These create an environment conducive for
happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be
your lover's friend and do those little things for each other that
build intimacy. Someday, it will help to have a real happy marriage! "

- from a friend.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

music slave






just few listening stuff

Saturday, April 21, 2007

a bit of some


"I've spent so much time thinking about all the answers to the problem, that I forget what the problem actually was. " - Claire Colburn, Elizabethtown

sappy

Can I see you for just one night?

"love will get you down"

you make me lose my buttons oh yeah you make me spit
I don’t like my clothes anymore
we’re spending time and money yeah you’re colder than yourself
now we’re moving now we’re taking control

you make me lose my buttons oh yeah you make me spit
I don’t like my clothes anymore
you take me to New Orleans where you put me to the test
I know what my heart is for

you reach out for a blanket I say girl you’ve got something
I love how you wear it
now we’re spending time and money yeah you’re colder than yourself
now we’re moving now we’re taking control

Love will get you down!

my love's a laboratory
I set all my pets free
so baby just sleep with me

I make trips to the bathroom
and my friends dont have true grit
I am speckled like a leopard

put a lid on Shirley Temple
yeah you make sleek kills
yeah you travel you travel
you park me in your buick
you sing songs into my lips
well i am speckled like a leopard
just like a leopard

love will get you down
I love the way
you put me in the big house
I love the way
you put me in the big house

If I get there early will it be the right time
our heaven is just waiting so put your hand into mine
if I get too surly will you take that in stride
our boat is just there waiting so put your little hand in mine

and speak when you’re spoken of
catch up on your sleep girl
when you wear that body glove
you’re acting on initiative
and you’re spelling out your love
you shouldn’t be alone in there
you could be above ground

all i want is to be the very best for you
all i want is to do the very best for you

oh this time
there'll be no life of crime
don't rain on me tonight

circle around me now baby it’ll be ok
cause we all go downtown sometimes
somehow baby we’ll beat this mess
it’s the time fuck the surface to meet the specialist

time away from me
will get you down
I love the way you put me in the big house
I love the way you put me in the big house

If I get there early will it be the right time
our heaven is just waiting
so put your hand into mine
if I get too surly will you take that in stride
our boat is just there waiting
so put your little hand in mine

and speak when you’re spoken of
catch up on your sleep
when you wear that body glove
you’re acting on initiative
and you’re spelling out your love
you shouldn’t be alone in there
you could be above ground

If you're frustrated then go
If you're frustrated then go

honey bee, we should be through with this,
your packaged eyes, your vicious lips
You could be young, but you're out of touch
If this loves been done, then what's your rush?

I'm a specialist in hope and I'm registered to vote
Why don't you come into my barrio
we'll see if we can float
I'm a specialist in hope and I'm registered to vote
Why don't you come into my barrio
we'll see if you can float


-- Specialist, Interpol

Thursday, April 19, 2007

marie antoinette...Enchanté !

I know it was already shown in theaters last year,
but I liked it and I saw it two days ago in DVD. Even the soundtrack was really good. I liked the part, when it was her birthday and she watched and waited for the sunrise. Of course, in history she very irresponsible as a queen of france, but i like how the movie depicted her vulnerability and childhood mischievousness, and I praise Sofia Coppola's set design for the movie, from the shoes to the the whole bedroom. I love the dresses, the hair and it was really cute..hahaha. Its a sweet movie, a very opposite from "300", hehe.

confessions of a big brother fan, Hehehe

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smile!!


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dude, where's my car?

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its getting hot in here

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Love it..

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last shot!
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Lahat tayo mayroon pagkakaiba sa tingin pa lang ay makikita na
Iba’t ibang kagustuhan ngunit iisang patutunguhan
Gabay at pagmamahal ang hanap mo
Magbibigay ng halaga sa iyo
Nais mong ipakilala kung sino ka man talaga

Pinoy ikaw ay pinoy
Ipakita sa mundo
Kung ano ang kaya mo
Ibang-iba ang pinoy
Wag kang matatakot
Ipagmalaki mo pinoy ako
Pinoy tayo

‘Pakita mo ang tunay at kung sino ka
Mayro’n mang masama at maganda
Wala naman perpekto
Basta magpakatotoo oohh… oohh…
Gabay at pagmamahal ang hanap mo
Magbibigay ng halaga sa iyo
Nais mong ipakilala kung sino ka man talaga


Talagang ganyan ang buhay
Dapat ka nang masanay
Wala rin mangyayari
Kung laging nakikibagay
Ipakilala ang iyong sarili
Ano man sa iyo ay mangyayari
Ang lagi mong iisipin
Kayang kayang gawin


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well, this is a happiest day for me, no matter shallow i must be..but then, i dont give a damn, i had a moment and it was the best...superrrr!!!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

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"You are so damn hard to love."

Friday, April 13, 2007

SnappedShots

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This is me hanging out....

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"Kids at Heart"

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sometimes, when we forget the inner child within us..life tightens up, everything becomes so difficult..but if we remember what its like to be innocent and simple..we see things.. a little bit differently.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

The Jessica Zafra Syndrome

"For one thing, I’ve never felt oppressed in my life. In my observation, people don’t discriminate against you because you’re female or gay; they do so because they think you’re poor and weak so you’re just going to sit there and take it.

I’ve been poor, but I never felt I was less of a person. Arrogance helps: My account may be empty but I’m smart. And if anyone says, If you’re so smart why ain’t you rich?, the answer is: Because I don’t measure my worth in currency, you dumb shit." - Jessica Zafra,
Jessica Zafra website

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One of my ever ever favorite writers, she's a local fictional writer, who is so articulate and has the indeed the balls to write about what she thinks or what she hates. Since college, my friends used to tease me about her books, "Twisted" who had many versions, and I bought almost all of them. Some people she hates so much the world, as well as men or like she's bitter about most of the things..but I dont think so. Probably, she's just being herself. She's witty, I mean and her humor is really edgy but really smart. I trust her judgement so much that when she recommends a book or a movie, I know it has got to be good. I share her taste for music, cinema, books and people. She loves travelling, sometimes she does make a big deal of some other things..but then again, everyones does the same thing. I kept imagining myself of meeting her in person, and I would probably lose words to tell her anything. I am putting her on a pedestal, and is she dating anybody...that i refuse to understand. hahahaha

edge of insanity



Its hotter than usual here in manila and all over the philippines. The more its getting hot, the more i might be losing it.

There is nothing to do, well u can go to the beach with friends over and over the weekend, but no matter how many times u try to drown yourself with sea water, it wouldn't clog your brains out and make you forget that there is an issue in this life of mine. Sometimes, things can be so routine and life can be so boring, u have the same dull day always. Except for the moments u have, but then its always back to reality afterwards, like there's this momentary happiness. I don't know why I'm sulking when I just had a relaxing weekend with my favorite people. At the next minute, you are waking up then at the next minute, you are struggling to sleep again. People then say, get out more..I've been out. I've been always out like a million times, the funny thing is the more I stay out the more I crave to stay inside and be away from everyone.

I must be losing it. But then again, how can I be more neurotic when I am already are.