when people tend to act stupid, they do so perfectly without effort. But they need to be good, it doesnt come easily. We sometimes, forget we are not the only ones who live in this world, not all people feel or think like ourselves. At some point, we overlook mistakes and feel inadequate. But on the other side, we may get hurt by what others shoot on us, we forget..we are all created individuals, everyone tend to act differently in all situations. what hurts us most, can be not really a big deal to others. Pain comes in all forms, as happiness is seen in many ways.
its been a long time since i blogged, i mean very very long time.. i guess the passion of sharing, has worn me out. things change, people change. i should be sharing many thoughts by now. sometimes, it takes a lot of loneliness to push thoughts into writing, when your outlets become scarce, the hunger to open becomes a desire. i believe boredom comes out from routine, everyday things are the same..makes people crazy, crazy enough to make them do things. well, i havent been to that point yet, god i hope not. i don't know, some people just don't try to understand you well enough to see there are things that cannot be bent. Sometimes, i feel i suffocate like i can't breathe, like my neck is being held too tight, too tight to kill me. Sometimes, i feel so bored i just want to get out and be alone, alone and just don't care about anything. Sometimes i feel, i just want to escape reality and move on, or just feel numb..sometimes you think if life is worth living, or are we all just stuck to this routine life, boring.. and sad.
how do you know if you're truly happy? which signs does it confirm your happiness? how do you differentiate happiness from pretending to be? when do you really find yourself happy? which does it take to make you happy, the feeling or the person you are with? does happiness count for everything you have? do people know if you are happy? do we pretend to be happy in order to make ourself happy? does love really make people happy?
