would u go out with me

All week there has been a lot of things in my mind, UK stuff, work-related, events and the like..all at the same time and every night i go home and every thing is just the same. I go out with the same kind of friends, talk about the same stuff and be in the same places, over and over again. I missed dating somebody. Okay, I know it sounds pretty weird for me to say it, because i havent really met a "suitable" one..but the thing is..sometimes when all things become so crazy. we all need someone to talk to. I want somebody to talk with when i'm having a bad day, a guy perhaps. A guy I could go out with, when all my girl friends talk about their same old dilemma. A guy i could hold hands with, when i feel so tired and sick of working hard but underpaid. A guy I could just have quiet moments with, after all the noisy and pollution in the city. A guy I could walk out with every night, and breathe some fresh air. A guy I could flirt with when i need somebody sweet. That's all i need, and probably all i could ask for... I have tons of friends..and all they just do, is tell me about their life, their work and their lovelife..but when im am the one who needs someone, there's nobody there..not even a guy i could just hang out with or flirt with.
I wish I could just have somebody to go out with, just one nice night to laugh and have fun, and i wont care about any rules or whatever hangups we may both have..I just need somebody to take my mind off things...

should have..

"I should have ran after the guy who was getting away with everything…getting away with my heart. I didn’t want it back though…I just needed to see it was well taken care of…or if he already threw it.."

- quoted by Tiffany.

dinner at MISTER Kebab's

Sometimes, when everyone's stressed from work, we all do take time to go out and have fun eating..we all went to Mister Kebab at West QC, had some shawarma plate, and kebabs..love the garlic sauce!



















ME AND BADET


GOSH IM SO TIRED, TIRED AND HUNGRY!


WHAT THE HELL ARE U LAUGHING ABOUT, BENCH?

At club night at Embassy, the FORT manila

BEFORE THE CLUBBING STARTS AT EMBASSY

BEING LISTED AT THE VIP LIST, BY BEAR AND STAN

LUSCIOUS IDA AND ME

PIN UP GIRLS, HEHE

LUSCIOUS IDA AND CHARMING RACHEL

RACHEL WITH MISHA, THE PARTY GIRL

SWEET MOMENTS

ME AND RACH AT "CUISINE" BAR AND RESTO


SWEET BEAR AND GORGEOUS MISHA

SPIDER, MARGE, RUBY AND BEAR

CLEM, RUBI, STAN AND STAN'S WIFE, MISHA AND TOOTS

OKAY WE GOT HUNGRY AFTER

JUST LIKE OLD TIMES, IDA, RUBZ, RACH AND MISH

SPONSORED BY BELLAGIO WINE, COVERED BY MTV PILIPINAS, HEHE

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It was a first for us and the rest except for Rach, at "Club Embassy", and its so nice to be listed at the VIP listing for a night and hangout with interesting people. It was such a great night, and it was first time i never had beer, but instead i drank wine and booze. I will be missing misha and bear, its their flight today, i had such a great night..next time, we'll tour the beaches. =)

3-day rendezvous

8/18/80 OK TODAY IS MY BDAY, LET NO ONE RUIN THIS ONE. =)

"MALIGAYANG BATI"

TWO OF MY FAVORITE PERSONS


"ATE, WHERE'S THE PIZZA?"

"DO I LOOK TOO CUTE OR TOO UGLY"

JA AND ME

THE DEAF, THE MUTE AND THE BLIND.. A.K.A. HEAR, SPEAK AND SEE NO EVIL

DINNER AT SHABU-SHABU JAPANESE RESTO

AT THE SPA, ALABANG

AT YELLOW CAB MAKATI, WITH OFFICEMATE AND FRIENDS










THE BDAY WISH

Now i' m allergic with food and drinks..I have had enough of the weekend. I enjoyed this bday, I had a very relaxing one. All i needed was the closest people to me and great food..Maybe next bday, ill get to spend my bday with somebody else..hehe whoever that is.

my 26th year

gosh in a few hours and i will be another year older..and i often ask myself..has things changed?

well now, its a big YES. I think in some ways, i have changed, most of my friends cannot believe though, and me too actually. Well I admit i will never be perfect and will always have flaws, but i think i have improved my views among other things.

5 THINGS I HAVE LEARNED for the 26th time:

1. NEVER ASSUME. I have great relationships with my family but we also have our hang-ups and problems of communication, this year something happened between me and my brothers which strengthened our bond as siblings..we may often quarrel or wrestle with each other to death (hehe) but we have cultivated our care, love and respect with each other. I used to suspect them a lot, but sometimes there are things that no matter how obvious they are, they would always be NOT what they seemed to be..I have learned the art of asking and especially, the art of trusting.

2.PATIENCE. I have learned this word over and over again. Okay, i do have "sungit and toyo" issues and that's me, it happens when things go wrong and i do have a hard time controlling my anger, but now im trying to pacify myself , im trying to understand "difficult" people and i do try to wait more longer. =)

3. NEVER JUDGE. Its human instinct ..but to make a conclusion on anyone is a bit unfair to both parties involved. I trying to practice on trying to see different sides of different people.

4. BE COURTEOUS. Such opening doors, saying hi, saying thank you..small things..do mean a lot.

5.LOVE WITHOUT PRIDE. well this thing is an ongoing thing but im trying to learn it and without effort, it bends all my stupid pride. Its a hard and bumpy road but im learning and soon ill get there.

So am i more nice..well its not about change..its more about creating a positive outlook in life...I'm just a human being, pretty soon i'll get fed up with the way things are and ill be thinking of giving up on myself..but if i do have a strong positive side ..it would a more pleasant life to live.

A happy birthday to me. =)

the non-working office day episode

ME, DENNIS, CHRIS AND LEI, 56TH ROUND..HEHE


RAUL, BADETTE, LYN AND CRAZY ONE.


MY PARTNER IN CRIME -RUBY


AT THE ELEVATOR 55TH FLR, BEFORE CLOSING TIME


AFTER THE MOVIES, SMILE!


THE KWENTUHAN STAGE


THE PARTY PEEPS


TOPAK MEETS TOYO




ONE LAST SHOT, BEFORE WE SEPARATE WAYS