adiós para ahora

"I have come to realize..that my object of affection, does not return the outward emotions I so tryingly express for the whole time.. He doesn't say he misses me, refuses to remember things i say, ignores what I feel nor he never talks to me anymore, so what is the point of aimlessly winning his heart..when he doesn't even offer it.

And so I uncanningly give up for now, and rest my tiring crushed heart...even the music we both had lusted for long..have begun deaf to your ears. If you don't hold the courage to say farewell..then I will so do it for both of us.

No letters, no communication and no feelings for the rest of my days, a better way to end an endless romantic quest." - sungoddess