Sail away

With every tear thats falls in my ocean of sadness, the pain just doesnt stop, it pauses but still flows. Waiting for the day, when it doesnt hurt anymore. Still the heart waits, but scared when maybe there is nothing to wait for anymore. False hopes and broken promises, just like the rest. At the end day, my heart still waits, sails in the ocean of sadness, with nowhere to go, waiting to fade in the unending waves of fate.

Coming holidays

I miss home

one day at a time

hopeless

I shall try to wait until the time comes for you return.. and if by dawn.. still left helpless..then i shall try to help this heart to heal..

I shall try to wait for you love to come back.. but if by any chance.. you have given up on us..

then i shall cry and wait for this pain to heal..

the same mistakes

I make the same mistakes
Feels like I never learn
Always give way too much
For little in return

I haven’t changed a bit
I’m still not over it
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…

I never did grow up
Feels like I never will
My friends are all adults
I’m still a teenage girl

I haven’t changed a bit
I’m still not over it
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…

My friends are all a drag
They think I’m such a flake
They want to go to bed
I want to stay up late
Walking the streets alone
Thinking of you till dawn
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…

I never did grow up (I make the same mistakes)
Feels like I never will (Feels like I never learn)
My friends are all adults (Always give way too much)
I’m still a teenage girl (For little in return)
I haven’t changed a bit (I haven’t changed a bit)
I’m still not over it (I’m still not over it)
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…

I make the same mistakes (My friends are all a drag)
Feels like I never learn (They think I’m such a flake)
Always give way too much (They want to go to bed)
For little in return (I want to stay up late)
I haven’t change a bit (Walking the streets alone)
I’m still not over it (Thinking of you…)
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I… 

everyday

“A conflicted heart feeds on doubt and confusion. It will make you question your path, your tactics, your motives. When you stare ahead and darkness is all you see, only reason and determination can pull you back from the abyss." - revenge, by emily thorne

i can only hide from the shadows of the things i feel, fake my smiles and put on a show that everybody would like. but deep inside, the pain kills my soul and twists my heart. tears can only find their way down in the ground. if only the heart doesnt remember, like the mind that we can control, but never the heart that loves, continues to wait and feels the happiness..the soul never forgets.

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away