Day One at etisalat academy

I'm reading haruki murakami again, its one of the nonfiction books that really got stuck to me, i like his way of presenting the stories, brief , direct and deep. I miss my Bf, he's out there somewhere hehe.. (we just talked a while ago), its good to be alone sometimes, u sort out urself, u think about ur present life somehow and get the big the picture. The room is nice, the toilet is great i love it and mostly the food was..awesome, i'd probably gain weight here, wish i wont. at least there is internet, there's life somehow and music, i can live with it. There is something strange being alone in a hotel room, there is an air of nostalgia, its like wearing a dress that has been worn many times, u still feel the presence of the people who has slept there many times, u wonder how many emotions went on inside this room. weird. i'm weird.oh well, time to sleep and get under the covers. finish this haruki.

At one point

At one point, you think its no use turning back when u have already built many things and made them solid.

At one point, you just want to give everything up for one thing, but then u gain strength once again to stand up and move on.

At one point, you don't realize what a real bullshit you're in, until u see the big picture, u want to escape this stupid reality and hide from the world, but u choose to see the transparency.

At one point, u don't see the difference anymore between love and hatred, whether its the feeling or the belief u have.

At one point, u forget which person u were and how to come back from before. Because the world changes u slowly, into something u didnt even think u would become. The past haunts you, but the future scares u to death.

barbican turbo day

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There was a barbican turbo car exhibit in adnec, we had some invites and some feel for new cards, there was a car drift by team orange from japan, then some lux cars, there were skateboarding and things, then we also saw the dragon boart racing, in the late noon. The cars were awesome, really way too cool, but the really dragging thing was, all the amazing cameras were there, with all the long lenses. gosh, ours was small dgital. but then, at least we had a nice time. really weird day. indeed but nice.