senti moment

I thought homesickness was a bit of like a joke. but I never thought it was like a disease that creeps with u at night and makes u really sad. I miss manila. I miss my mom, my brothers and my dog. I miss my friends who make me laugh. I miss the special kids who brighten up my day. Im thinking I have given up a lot so I have to make the most of it. The emotional wave is so great..so huge. Sometimes, its kinda difficult to handle. Sometimes, the pressure is intense and i am forced to accept things or situations..but sometimes, things dont really bother me. As long my mom inspires me and my friends are there, as long as the people care about me are there..i think i'll be ok. my inhibitions are stretched out. I am still suprised at what i am able to understand. I've stopped being cynical..and i handled life with more positive vibes and more love. At some point, i think about what i really feel now that i am here and i see things in a different point of view. It takes guts to live in a real world...lots and lots of it.

the choices we make

Ang bawat gagawin ko ay isang pangako. Our freedom is aimed at making good choices. Kung sino tayo ngayon ay dahil sa mga nauna nating desisyon sa buhay. The purpose of our freedom is to narrow down our choices. Simple lang, sino ba sa inyo ang nakapag-exam na ng multiple choice test? Kung gagamitin mo ang iyong kalayaan, pipiliin mo ang isang item sa maraming choices. Kung nadesisyon mo na, halimbawa B, hindi mo na puwedeng bawiin. Tapos na; deal na. Sa gayon, ang iyong paggamit ng kalayaan ay napunta sa desisyon na iisa lamang. May pang-unawa tayo kung mas maraming options. Kapag di ka makapili, ibig sabihin, wala kang alam. Di mo alam ang tamang sagot...di mo magagamit ang abilidad na pumili. Di mo magagamit ang kalayaan.

The person who chooses only one among the various options is the person who is free. Tulad ng taong tapat sa kanyang iniisa lamang na asawa o kaya sa mga di pa nag-aasawa, tapat lamang sa kanyang iniibig. Pag pinili niya ang taong 'to, makakasama niya 'to sa habang buhay. Ang taong maraming options at hindi nagpapasya ay ang taong hindi malaya, tulad ng mga taong nangongolekta ng maraming gfs/bfs. May gf sa iba-bang parte ng Pilipinas. Walang isang pinipili. Ang taong hindi makapili ay nakokontrol ng kanyang takot. Ayaw ng masaktan kaya maraming options. Kung umayaw ang isa, may isa pa. Ang taong nakakapili ng isa ay mature. Pag nakapili ka na ng isa, game na. Bigyan ng commitment

---PBB Simbang gabi, homily

The UAEtrip...this is it!

welll i know its been a long time..but i got busy this last november..well, i now move to Abu Dhabi, UAE guys..


its a cold december 9 when i arrived..the flight was a long one. it was so so tiring, the manila airport was crazy strict.. i mean it was like there were a dozen check in sections. very busy at this time of the year.

arriving here was kinda..a bit.. boring at this time of the year due to the fact, it was christmas season in manila, and there was traffic and christmas shopping, so this was a more quieter place..its kinda hard getting used to.

Now, i have a job..and im with my dad and friends.. its gonna be a weird christmas for me, first time..but ill get by..

there's snow in UAE..hehe but only in the emirates mall..its really cool.. u can even ski.












with my friend trixie..

i'll see u guys!

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ah my last happy moments in manila.........ill see u guys again, promise!