Sunday, April 23, 2006

DAY ONE - PUERTo Galera 2006

 



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departure from port of batangas



 



 



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my youngest brother, the mischievous allan 



 



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the crazy ferry boat ride to batangas with joy and john



 






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sungoddess henna



"She's a white dove, an angel in disguise�
She fell, in love with a man
But this man won't give back her love
�so this is her cry "



 



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with bestfriend teepee, sunbathing hehe



 




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beach addicts



 




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crazy richard




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raul, badet, richard, and lyn





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our puerto galera place
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casa manuel


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first round of mindoro sling



 




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second round of mindoro sling hehe



 



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out to party!!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

waiting for the sun

 



armed with a lot of thoughts, ill be going to galera this weekend.  well its not big deal here in manila, but it does mean u're off for partying and vacation...to me, its more of another realization of things.  I feel this summer, ive been blessed to spend time with my friends as well as myself, away from it all.  For the last few days, i've always felt like something big is coming up.  I dont know but its like i feel like my life is slowly changing.  I feel like im changing.  Ive been doing things that ive never done before or realized before, and i exactly dont know why.  its like ive been committed to rehabilitate my stupid ways and my beliefs.  i guess i sometimes do try to understand what the hell life is all about. its thrilling to expect the unexpected.  one day ur in this situation and then the next day, its a different one again. 



I still feel confused about something. my heart keeps on battling with my mind.  i know its irrational and completely absurd, but why do i feel this way, why do i care and why do i wait?  Is it worth it..but what for? what does it mean? why this??? If this is so wrong, then why stay this way... im trying  my best so hard  to stall my emotions and focus on other things.  but at the end of the day, there's always one guy i could think of.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Magnet - Everything's Perfect

She's fragile and slender
And fading fast
So
in a voice so tender she asks
If I could lend her a helping hand
A hand
that would end her strive
Love is only for poets
And dreams are for
fools
And on all beauty you'll find
Time's always cruel

If you
see what I see
Then say after me
I'll fight my fright
I'll do as you
ask tonight

Ever since my heart chose to choose her
I've known I
would lose her
But I will excuse her
I could never refuse her anything
'Cause I'm not a poet, no
I'm just a fool
But the beauty she speaks
of
Keeps her as the exception to the rule

But I see what I see
So I know what it'll be
I'll fight my fright
And I'll do as she's
asked me to do tonight

And all will be forgiven
It's from love that
I've been driven
And time will skip a moment
When it's perfect
And
I'll kiss her lips
As she slips away

You said you'd die for me
You said you'd die for me
So why can't you live for me
Why won't you
live for me






Gosh, i've been dying to have this song and Magnet's albums since last year. I have searched record bars but never available. I have asked my friends about it. million thanks to the "special" guy who sent it to me, all of it. It means a lot. my outmost happiness bursts from within, no words can ever describe. hehe, poetic.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

conversations between cousins


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I spent the palm sunday at QC, my cousin's place.  and it was also my aunt's bday.  I spent the afternoon with my older cousin weng, who was always the closest one to me.  we talk about everything, she knows the first guy i dated to the one im thinking about right now. during college days, she would always go out with me.  we would have this particular wednesday thing, where we would try out different restaurants or bars.  we would try out the food and the ambiance.  then we would have coffee afterwards.  I used to save my allowance just for that.  then she got married and got kids, so our free time isnt that free anymore.  But still, when i had problems or anything, she would hear me out even if i had to call out in the middle of the night.  She would see me cry every heartache i had, and every personal problems i would encounter.  She would always make fun of my favorite phrase "if its not meant to be,then  its not meant to be."  Her husband, would always make fun of my carefree life, but would ridicule my fear of commitments. its not an issue actually, but im working on it, and trying my best to change my doubts towards any relationships.  its not easy though. My cousin thinks so otherwise, she laughs at my stupid thinking,  and would always tell me, that she would love to see me in a serious relationship, so i would know what its like to really care about someone.  well if its meant to be, its meant to be. =)



 




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Friday, April 07, 2006

Oo by updharmadown

di mo lang alam, naiisip kita
baka sakali lang, maisip mo ako
di mo lang alam, hanggang sa gabi
inaasam makita kang muli

nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang panahon
at ngayon akoy iyong iniwang
luhaang sugatan di-mapakinabangan
sana nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam
sanay nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam
akoy iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang

hindi mo lang alam kay tagal nang panahon
akoy nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon, para sayo
lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
kung akoy nagkasala, patawad na sana
ang puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

di mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
puro siya na lang, sanay ako naman
di mo lang alam, ikay minamasdan
sanay iyong mamalayang hindi mdi mo lang alam, kahit tayoy magkaibigan lang
bumabalik lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
akoy nandito lang, hindi mo lang alam
matalino ka naman

kung ikaw at ako ay tunay na bigo
sa laro na ito ay dapat bang sumuko
sanay di ka na lang pala aking nakilala
kung alam ko lang akoy yong masasaktan ng ganito
sanay nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko


di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
puro siya na lang, sanay ako naman
di mo lang alam, ikay minamasdan
sanay iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
malas mo . . . ikaw ang natipuhan ko
di mo lang alam, akoy yong nasaktan


taena, eto talaga feel kong kanta..sobra kung pwede ko lang sabihin ng direcho sa taong gustong gusto ko kaso, malabo naman kase di nya maintindihan. literally. hay nako, dapat naman kase nagtanong na lang di ba.

66 by Afghan whigs

You walked in
Just like smoke
With a little come on, come on, come on
In your walk
Well, come on
I've been waitin'
Are you waitin?
For my move, well I'm makin' it
So tell me baby, can you shake it?
If I can move it with ya
Will you let me take it?
I'll be down on my knees
Screamin' take me, take me, take me, take me
I'm yours
I've never felt so out of control
You don't even know what you're doin' to me
Come on and do it to me
Don'tcha stop
Come on, come on
Come on little rabbit
Show me where you got it
'Cuz I know you got a habit

baywalk nights


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my brother, my mom and my dad went out together..well its was pretty a hot night. so we stayed up on "posh" old hotel and went out to baywalk.  we had drinks, listened to some acoustic guitar and great food.  we had fun, i guess. but i got drunk.  Well because i didnt get to smoke with all the hard liquor i was drinking.  I like summer nights.  I love to see people walking around and just enjoying the night.  I wanted to walk around, but my parents felt tired (old age hehe).  I felt bored because, i didnt want to go back to the hotel early and just do nothing.  So well in a way, i got myself drunk to get over the boredom.  Nights like these, i miss the old college days again.  I miss that one time, my doormate, hnsy walked the streets of malate after dinner.  We only had one pack of cigarettes, two coffees and one hell of a conversation.  It was one of those nights when all we did was just talk about life and everything.  we didnt get tired from all the walking, but actually had fun with it.  I missed all those times.



 

..summernights


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Monday, April 03, 2006

annual calatagan summer


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so its the second time around both for me and ruby's cousins..really nice! I had a great night , we had a lot of beers to drink plus this time, i didnt get drunk but i did sleep too late, the fact that i was not feeling well. 



the food was great, although the beach didnt change, it still is a lot harder to swim with all the corals and sea rocks, but i did have a nice dip and short swims..!! had fun!



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CaLaTaGAn Beach 2006


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Sunday, March 12, 2006

di mo lang alam


yeah, i have given up trying to find any album of "The Shore" or "Magnet", and even if i devote all my free time finding it on the net, i wouldnt have a chance, but to buy it online, and it since its impractical to spend my money nowadays, i would just have to wait. But i guess i got lucky today, because there's a local indie band, UpDharmaDown, which is so cool. i just wanted one song from them, but apparently someone in the net, offered to upload the whole album. Gosh, it really made my day. Their album is so nice, a little rock, psychedelic and a bit jazzy. The female vocals is so smooth and so raw, just the way i like it, its something i would sing to guy i like. I especially like the song "oo", the lyrics are so direct, and the rhythm is cool. Its suprisingly interesting that a lot of local indie bands are surfacing with experimental tunes. I love this band!

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

brainfreeze



is there a way to stop thinking? I mean literally. I've been doing a lot of thinking today. Lots of it. Mostly about my own plans for future, some are the things that i have to do, my plans for this summer, money to save, bills to pay (yeah i still have), personal worries, things i want to do, some guy i like and the things i will have to do tomorrow. sometimes, it can be exhausting. Like now, i really want to stop. I really wish there would be one moment where i could stop thinking about these stupid things and i could rest this brain of mine. It seems that in everything i do, i have these things in mind to keep. And one thing leds to another. I always worry about the future. I try to be always optimistic about it, but the pessimistic side of me always tries to appeal. What if my plans dont work and i get bummed for the rest of my life..what if i regret all the choices that i will make..gosh this makes me feel dizzy.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

suntok sa buwan

I've always believed life never gets bored for me. Nothing is ever simple to me. Everything is suppose to be complicated. I never got what i really wanted, except for material things, but the things that i need and i want, comes with so much effort to behold. There are only a few things that i have worked hard to earn, like reviewing for so any exams just to pass, giving up all ur vices just to get a license, saving up for a trip u've always dreamed of and waiting for someone u dont even know who. In this life, nothing seems so easy, and everyday the challenges begins to be more difficult. Probably it is a universal truth that when u really badly want something, in return u have to work a lot for it. But what if, if its someone u know u really want..but u know in ur heart, u may or may really not have that person, even if how much effort you put... Would u still go through with it..would still wait until u see some hope..would u still risk ur feelings or would u rather walk away and let it pass..until u find another one that would make seem ur emotions feel more rational....

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Cannonball

cannonball- damien rice
covered version - vienna teng



Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can’t say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon..
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare him
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
....omigod what the hell im going to do?..how could have this happened..all these sleepless nights..will this last? will i wait to get over this? why do i feel this way..maybe ill wait till i get over this..somehow.

manOngS


jm, leahn, erik, ruby, owell, paulo, and me. After a month of everything, well some friends just have to go. This was a night of new things, new friends, news about life and others..but as well as the night of goodbyes. =)

i was really tipsy, but i really had a good time, i had fun. the guys are crazy and so am i. we went to starbucks after. great night.
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Monday, February 20, 2006

normal person

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semi normal person

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SLeePy SundAY

the original abnormal person hehe




well, when u have brothers who like to get u on cam while ur drooling to sleep, mine are the worst.

This is what happens when u laugh so hard and then u get tired and suddenly doze off.
sick cycle mind

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friday nights

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