brainfreeze

is there a way to stop thinking? I mean literally. I've been doing a lot of thinking today. Lots of it. Mostly about my own plans for future, some are the things that i have to do, my plans for this summer, money to save, bills to pay (yeah i still have), personal worries, things i want to do, some guy i like and the things i will have to do tomorrow. sometimes, it can be exhausting. Like now, i really want to stop. I really wish there would be one moment where i could stop thinking about these stupid things and i could rest this brain of mine. It seems that in everything i do, i have these things in mind to keep. And one thing leds to another. I always worry about the future. I try to be always optimistic about it, but the pessimistic side of me always tries to appeal. What if my plans dont work and i get bummed for the rest of my life..what if i regret all the choices that i will make..gosh this makes me feel dizzy.