Last day in galera, port departure 9:30am

making of fun the "sleeping" bench hehe

 

sober at sunday morning

teepee, me and allan



farewell to the sea

"I'll open up my heart
I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you
In the way I do
Come into my life so I can sing" - "DOVE" - moony

DAY TWO Puerto galera 2006

coastal blue area

feisty sea creatures

muro-ami's hehe

happy divers

the bold and the beautiful hehe

 

lost mermaid

 

smile for the fishes

 

with judy and des

photo shoot models

goofing around

 

beauty and the beasts hehehe, teepee, richard and bench

 

galera crazy nights

 

with office pal, richard

 

richard, me and lyn, last galera night

 

me, our gay waitress and sexy joy at Basilico bar and resto in galera

DAY ONE - PUERTo Galera 2006

 

departure from port of batangas

 

 

 

my youngest brother, the mischievous allan 

 

 

the crazy ferry boat ride to batangas with joy and john

 

sungoddess henna

"She's a white dove, an angel in disguise�
She fell, in love with a man
But this man won't give back her love
�so this is her cry "

 

with bestfriend teepee, sunbathing hehe

 

beach addicts

 

crazy richard

raul, badet, richard, and lyn

our puerto galera place

casa manuel



first round of mindoro sling

 

second round of mindoro sling hehe

 

out to party!!

waiting for the sun

 

armed with a lot of thoughts, ill be going to galera this weekend.  well its not big deal here in manila, but it does mean u're off for partying and vacation...to me, its more of another realization of things.  I feel this summer, ive been blessed to spend time with my friends as well as myself, away from it all.  For the last few days, i've always felt like something big is coming up.  I dont know but its like i feel like my life is slowly changing.  I feel like im changing.  Ive been doing things that ive never done before or realized before, and i exactly dont know why.  its like ive been committed to rehabilitate my stupid ways and my beliefs.  i guess i sometimes do try to understand what the hell life is all about. its thrilling to expect the unexpected.  one day ur in this situation and then the next day, its a different one again. 

I still feel confused about something. my heart keeps on battling with my mind.  i know its irrational and completely absurd, but why do i feel this way, why do i care and why do i wait?  Is it worth it..but what for? what does it mean? why this??? If this is so wrong, then why stay this way... im trying  my best so hard  to stall my emotions and focus on other things.  but at the end of the day, there's always one guy i could think of.

Magnet - Everything's Perfect

She's fragile and slender
And fading fast
So
in a voice so tender she asks
If I could lend her a helping hand
A hand
that would end her strive
Love is only for poets
And dreams are for
fools
And on all beauty you'll find
Time's always cruel

If you
see what I see
Then say after me
I'll fight my fright
I'll do as you
ask tonight

Ever since my heart chose to choose her
I've known I
would lose her
But I will excuse her
I could never refuse her anything
'Cause I'm not a poet, no
I'm just a fool
But the beauty she speaks
of
Keeps her as the exception to the rule

But I see what I see
So I know what it'll be
I'll fight my fright
And I'll do as she's
asked me to do tonight

And all will be forgiven
It's from love that
I've been driven
And time will skip a moment
When it's perfect
And
I'll kiss her lips
As she slips away

You said you'd die for me
You said you'd die for me
So why can't you live for me
Why won't you
live for me

Gosh, i've been dying to have this song and Magnet's albums since last year. I have searched record bars but never available. I have asked my friends about it. million thanks to the "special" guy who sent it to me, all of it. It means a lot. my outmost happiness bursts from within, no words can ever describe. hehe, poetic.

conversations between cousins

I spent the palm sunday at QC, my cousin's place.  and it was also my aunt's bday.  I spent the afternoon with my older cousin weng, who was always the closest one to me.  we talk about everything, she knows the first guy i dated to the one im thinking about right now. during college days, she would always go out with me.  we would have this particular wednesday thing, where we would try out different restaurants or bars.  we would try out the food and the ambiance.  then we would have coffee afterwards.  I used to save my allowance just for that.  then she got married and got kids, so our free time isnt that free anymore.  But still, when i had problems or anything, she would hear me out even if i had to call out in the middle of the night.  She would see me cry every heartache i had, and every personal problems i would encounter.  She would always make fun of my favorite phrase "if its not meant to be,then  its not meant to be."  Her husband, would always make fun of my carefree life, but would ridicule my fear of commitments. its not an issue actually, but im working on it, and trying my best to change my doubts towards any relationships.  its not easy though. My cousin thinks so otherwise, she laughs at my stupid thinking,  and would always tell me, that she would love to see me in a serious relationship, so i would know what its like to really care about someone.  well if its meant to be, its meant to be. =)

 

Oo by updharmadown

di mo lang alam, naiisip kita
baka sakali lang, maisip mo ako
di mo lang alam, hanggang sa gabi
inaasam makita kang muli

nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang panahon
at ngayon akoy iyong iniwang
luhaang sugatan di-mapakinabangan
sana nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam
sanay nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam
akoy iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang

hindi mo lang alam kay tagal nang panahon
akoy nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon, para sayo
lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
kung akoy nagkasala, patawad na sana
ang puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

di mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
puro siya na lang, sanay ako naman
di mo lang alam, ikay minamasdan
sanay iyong mamalayang hindi mdi mo lang alam, kahit tayoy magkaibigan lang
bumabalik lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
akoy nandito lang, hindi mo lang alam
matalino ka naman

kung ikaw at ako ay tunay na bigo
sa laro na ito ay dapat bang sumuko
sanay di ka na lang pala aking nakilala
kung alam ko lang akoy yong masasaktan ng ganito
sanay nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko


di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan
baka sakali lang maisip mo namang
puro siya na lang, sanay ako naman
di mo lang alam, ikay minamasdan
sanay iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
malas mo . . . ikaw ang natipuhan ko
di mo lang alam, akoy yong nasaktan

taena, eto talaga feel kong kanta..sobra kung pwede ko lang sabihin ng direcho sa taong gustong gusto ko kaso, malabo naman kase di nya maintindihan. literally. hay nako, dapat naman kase nagtanong na lang di ba.

66 by Afghan whigs

You walked in
Just like smoke
With a little come on, come on, come on
In your walk
Well, come on
I've been waitin'
Are you waitin?
For my move, well I'm makin' it
So tell me baby, can you shake it?
If I can move it with ya
Will you let me take it?
I'll be down on my knees
Screamin' take me, take me, take me, take me
I'm yours
I've never felt so out of control
You don't even know what you're doin' to me
Come on and do it to me
Don'tcha stop
Come on, come on
Come on little rabbit
Show me where you got it
'Cuz I know you got a habit

baywalk nights

my brother, my mom and my dad went out together..well its was pretty a hot night. so we stayed up on "posh" old hotel and went out to baywalk.  we had drinks, listened to some acoustic guitar and great food.  we had fun, i guess. but i got drunk.  Well because i didnt get to smoke with all the hard liquor i was drinking.  I like summer nights.  I love to see people walking around and just enjoying the night.  I wanted to walk around, but my parents felt tired (old age hehe).  I felt bored because, i didnt want to go back to the hotel early and just do nothing.  So well in a way, i got myself drunk to get over the boredom.  Nights like these, i miss the old college days again.  I miss that one time, my doormate, hnsy walked the streets of malate after dinner.  We only had one pack of cigarettes, two coffees and one hell of a conversation.  It was one of those nights when all we did was just talk about life and everything.  we didnt get tired from all the walking, but actually had fun with it.  I missed all those times.

 

..summernights