i super love sheeps..they are so cute.. i like them so much in many ways i dont understand..they're just too cute. but i feel sad when they die or get killed. they look so peaceful and innocent. They dont smile nor complain, just as it is. They do whatever they want. They seem stupid sometimes, but they are also smart in other ways.

Everytime i see a sheep i name them. This one, is Oona. She looks so cute. Maybe its good to have a pet sheep, but they seem masungit like they dont care about u.

In many ways

when people tend to act stupid, they do so perfectly without effort. But they need to be good, it doesnt come easily. We sometimes, forget we are not the only ones who live in this world, not all people feel or think like ourselves. At some point, we overlook mistakes and feel inadequate. But on the other side, we may get hurt by what others shoot on us, we forget..we are all created individuals, everyone tend to act differently in all situations. what hurts us most, can be not really a big deal to others. Pain comes in all forms, as happiness is seen in many ways.

inception

its been a long time since i blogged, i mean very very long time.. i guess the passion of sharing, has worn me out. things change, people change. i should be sharing many thoughts by now. sometimes, it takes a lot of loneliness to push thoughts into writing, when your outlets become scarce, the hunger to open becomes a desire. i believe boredom comes out from routine, everyday things are the same..makes people crazy, crazy enough to make them do things. well, i havent been to that point yet, god i hope not. i don't know, some people just don't try to understand you well enough to see there are things that cannot be bent. Sometimes, i feel i suffocate like i can't breathe, like my neck is being held too tight, too tight to kill me. Sometimes, i feel so bored i just want to get out and be alone, alone and just don't care about anything. Sometimes i feel, i just want to escape reality and move on, or just feel numb..sometimes you think if life is worth living, or are we all just stuck to this routine life, boring.. and sad.

how do you know?

how do you know if you're truly happy? which signs does it confirm your happiness? how do you differentiate happiness from pretending to be? when do you really find yourself happy? which does it take to make you happy, the feeling or the person you are with? does happiness count for everything you have? do people know if you are happy? do we pretend to be happy in order to make ourself happy? does love really make people happy?

my eulogy to michael j

ill go anywhere with u

Here I go again

Late for another passing train

Oh, the good times we had

Another morning comes

Left another record on

Had a good night for all

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

I’ll go anywhere with you

So we rise

Off to make another run of it

Pass the time, we say goodbye

Here we are again enclosed

Wake me up, I’m ready to go

Oh, the sunset tonight

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

And I’d go anywhere with you

Here I go again

Late for another passing train

Oh the good times lie ahead

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

Last thing that I remember

Things were getting better

I would go anywhere with you

----------------- song by "shampoo" - pete yorn and scarlet johansson

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i'll go anywhere with you, bbe

our first car - peugeot 207 2009

Barbican Turbo Car Exh 2009

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last year was much better, but it was ok this yr, we didnt get to watch the drifting,

katrina's wrangler jeep was there, free barbican drinks, rap mini concert, a cool time to spend the day. hopefully, next it would be much better..

Al Ain Trip

Here in UAE, after ramadan season, then comes holiday - Eid, where everybody celebrates the end of fasting as well, so this time we went to Al Ain, as i have always wanted to see the famous mountain of Jebel Hafeet, and the greeneries of green mubazzarah, it was a great night to relax and enjoy the holiday festive seaon, loved it so much, we will back there soon.

blog rush

Funny, how time passes by and yet everything around stays the same.

hmm, quick updates - got the uae license, bought the car, made first out of town trip to Al Ain, driving around the city with habibi hehe, and so on and so forth.

For the past few days, it was hard to sleep, funny how the mind works and wakes u up in the middle of night, then makes u go back to sleep and then wakes u up. its like u worry about tomorrow, when tomorrow does not worry about u, weird.

I forgot how blogging was so fun for me, just takes me much time before, but everything i do post things, it just keeps going on and on. I'll just arrange my pics and keep on updating.

Film-festing

I know its been a while blogging so much has happened these days. Life really has its own weird perspective.

Anyway il get on to the new updates in my life here in abu dhabi day by day

The last few days i attended middle east film fest hehe so cool!

I review the movies one by one! Ciao!

Middle East Film Festival 2009

(will post some pics very very soon)

changes

 They say time changes people. But i think people just change themselves, its true when you're out with reality you try to grab as much hope as you can. When depression touches you, you try to grab as much branches of happiness you can have..You hold on to them as much as possible. but as the journey goes, you feel you no longer have to hold on to these branches, because it is your choice to change and to survive. Love can only show you as much, but in this life, its only one of the few things that will provide you extreme hope to survive this life.  I believe in true happiness, I believe life can be very simple, people just make it complicated.  I believe there are good things to come, I just have to be patient. I believe people change but only..when they want to and need to.

I believe change makes  a person grew stronger and gives him a chance to see things in a different point of view.

Like white flowers

flowers are like people. no matter how beautiful they are, in times of sadness they fade out too.

Like hearts, that comes lost with words, confused with emotions, and pressures of life, but like flowers they give out hope for themselves, realizing life will not be complete without the flower that gives them color and life.

Like friendships, that fade out, they bloom and grow together but eventually, the other one gives up. 

I wish for this one flower, i already gave up. I don't know what happened along the way, never knew what pain caused the other, but rest assured I only pray she finds her way home to where she was before, away from the pressures life showed her.

His Kaleidoscope World

"Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spin it round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world ."

I love this song, as well as the previous ones, like cold summer nights, Francis Magalona was an icon, the rap icon era, and he was good. He died on March 6, 2009. I remember when he was newly married to Pia, and how pretty she was. How Francis, was so cute and so cool. He made the filipino rap not corny and baduy. I read once, he went to US and he met Mike Jordan, and he relates how he was nice to him and all. I dont know what kind of person Francis really was, but I knew he sang so well, he was friends with all the rock bands that i love, eraserheads, chito of parokya and collaborated so well with them. He was the spice of the filipino music, may it be rock or hiphop..I truly believe he was loss to the industry but then a gain for inspiration for new age music. we'll miss u kababayan.

Im proud to be PINAY.

Lets Stay Together

"I, I'm so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me
'Cause you make me feel so brand new
And I want to spend my life with you

Since, since we've been together
Loving you forever
Is what I need
Let me be the one you come running to
I'll never be untrue

Let's, let's stay together.."

Happy Valentines to everyone..

January - Manila Trip part three- Mom's bday

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Gosh, I miss mom the most, we didnt get to bond so much, but at least we had some time together, i got to kiss and hug her so much. I miss her cooking and the way she smelled. The way she greets and smiles at me. I'll see u again, mami

January - Manila Trip part two- brothers

January - Manila Trip part one- with friends