SLeePiNg With BuTterFLies

SLEEPs wiTh butterflies - Tori AMOS

Airplanes
Take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat
I won't push you unless you have a net

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some timeI don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away the night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away the night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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I love this song somuch.. the lyrics and all..it depicts a girl who is different..and
afraid of commitments ,refuses to attach to a guy.. unlike other girls..she doesnt' hold on to a guy..because i see myself so much with the song. If the guy i like doesn't stay on.. then i gladly set him free. No use holding on to someone that refuses to commit..eventhough it hurts so much to let go. I have never begged on anyone, especially to a guy..its not pride or anything..i guess its just taking the risk of getting ur heart broken..over and over again.

taMbays

Nope..No Hunks here..hehe just my friends

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Somewhere Between The waves and the sun

SoMeWhere in BetWeeN the Seas and Clouds


I have always dreamed of having a place near some secluded beach..although im terrified if any big waves do come..but its nice to wake up every morning and see the calm ocean and and sit up outside the porch on a sweet sunset while reading a good book and having tea with someone you'd spend ur whole life with..getting mushy again. Sometimes i do believe the best and special things are the simplest ones..i would trade anything for contentment and serenity. Nowadays, everyone's so busy and so hanged up on something, i have always believed in appreciating small things..i mean call me shallow and all but apart from the bitchiness ..i have always admired the serenity of life..like the landscape paintings.. it is stil life as they call it.. i prefer it being literally still..Sometimes, life has to stop and one has to hear some silence apart from all.

SomeWhere Only I Know

Aint it fab to live in a gorgeous house like the celebrities? but the price of privacy is impossible to them. Me? hmm, maybe someday I would like to be nicely settled on a laid-back environment where the atmosphere is all green, and you could really smell the freshness of nature in the early morning.. and sleep in the afternoons soundly and with fresh breeze..hmmm. Perhaps in my next lifetime hehe.. I have already seen lots of homes in the provinces and most of them have this serene and calm nature and like all the people who lived there are so awfully nice. Most people would day, it would be a disaster to live on a place where there's no gadgets nor even traces of technology.. well i have been to two hiking trips with some great friends and all we ever had were good stories and fun without any technology. I believe true simple living is not about the making life easy with any new technology or even any gadget but maybe with just simple laughs and simple stories shared with simple and good friends.


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PICTURE! PICTURE!

well, i brought a cam with me, just to really make sure i would capture everyone there, and every moment..i know this is just going some ordinary beach getaway, but who cares the fact stays that i going out of town, get tanned (hopefully) and get drunk. heheh.. eventhough i have been awake for more than 24 hours.. and my brain nerves are ready to shutdown any moment.

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The BeacHeD LiFe

Me anD BenG
well.. and so we i went last sat with a couple of friends..there's 16 of us..we went to Batangas, in a secluded beach far far away from all the ollution and noise..hehe..we had three cars, all in convoy, i was riding the first vehicle because only me and John ( a guy friend) knew the way there..actually there's a catch, i haven't slept yet..i just came straight from work..so i felt like a walking zombie, smoking and chatting with some friends..at some point, i thought i was just even dreaming actually...after three hours of drag racing ..(well because with the my guy friend's driving it felt like we were chasing some lunatic..hehe)..and we reached the place....

LasT daYS

Tears for Fears - Last Days On Earth

Tired of this elegant life
With the best will in the world
It's a thorn in your side
Dazed, not a little confused
Let the patient do the work
They got nothing to lose

I told you
I'd hold you
'til the last days on earth

Ties that are tested and tried
Like the crushing of the waves
We'll be lost in the tide
Talk away the pain for the very last time
Like an echo in a cave
Let it die in your mind

I told you
I'd hold you
'Til the last days on earth

If you should fall into these opened arms
You would be blessed not just bemused
Wake up their mind love is alonely world
Where nothing on earth lies like a truth
Ties that are tested and tried
Like the crushing of the waves
We'll be lost in the tide
Talk away the pain for the very last time
Like an echo in a cave
Let it die in our mind

I told you
I'd hold you
'Til the last days on earth
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BeeacH BuMMinG

OMIGOD.. i am officially a fucking zombie. It seems my coffee kicked a lot stronger than i thought,and here I am wide awake at 4:26 am in this hell. Or maybe its just the anxiety or better yet the adrenaline rush of looking forward to my apparent runaway to the beach later this morning after work..hmm i guess not.hehe.. yUp, after work, me and my crazy guy friends with their technical gurlfrends are heading to the beach, fun huh?



i dont know if its the concept of the yearly outings that im always the one who hasn't brought any dates, or im always stringing a new girl friend (nope, sorry im a heterosexual, dont go for the same sex.. although i was nearly at that point hehe)or sometimes its just my sanity and myself that i bring along. anyway, i still enjoy it apart from the endless drinking sessions, repetitive gender debate, foul jokes on my lovelife (i dnt know why they love to do that), pigging carbos with them, answering their bizarre questions on women (as if they are really listening) and of course their sentiments as Men, (now thats my favorite part..)..I guess im looking forward to it at all..the scorching sun, mushy sunset, cool waves and of course, the beach sounds..No public vehicles, no buses, no horns, and of COURSE no PCs.. thank god, if i ever see another PC in there, rather be struck dead. Actually its just gonna be an overnyt thing, so i will be back on Sunday morNing..and probably back to pose some Deadly..er, hot pics..of humans.hehe..

"TryiNg to be Nice on a Good Friday"

i dont know what is it about men who think they are like God' s gift to women, when not even an inch of them makes me fall at my feet. Gosh, i may sound really bitter, but it is such a fact..a while ago, this guy called me up and asks what am i doing.. blah. . blah (note: this is one of my dumb admirers..well, who says im not allowed to have one hehehe)..and i answered him nicely, that i was off to work, then EXPECTEDLY (as such most guys play deaf to us women)..he blabs about his day..(actually he's more dumber than i think)..and asks me stupid questions ..like what time ill be going out, and even assumes i will be going out on a date.. blah, blah.. HELLO.. I said Work..and without even a hint of consideration or maybe he must have assumed i'll be flying a plane to work.. so i told him to call back.. and hanged the phone..MEAN? nope.. just being nice, actually. Then, of course on a holiday holy week..who would ever piss me off than my beloved X who texted to ask how was my week.. of course being the occasion, spiritual and everything..i prompted to be nice and texted him too..until he learns that im off to the beach this weekend..and then he begins to ask these pissing questions of why didnt i ask him to accompany me, why didnt i even asked him before, and why didnt i invited him.. of course, i wanted to call him and say the NICEST thing, but a phone call just isnt enough to insult him.. so i just texted the meanest answer i could think of.. "HeLLO? are u my BF?, that i'd had to ask u first?"..and there was no reply from him anymore... MEAN? nope..just doing him a favor. God would surely punish me for being evil and all..but am i not the victim of these dumb creatures? hehehe i feel like like having horns in my head. Sometimes its hard being a female, when u are acting up on these kinds of men,therefore i am labeled as a bitch..and if im become too nice.. then i'm a slut..yet.. if this does make me a bitch..then so be it.

drewLiciouSss

drewlicious

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ive been surfing this fucking pc for hours, and eventually my brain is already being filled up the google website..i looked up one of my favorite hollywood actressess.. drew barrymore, and she's got this ultimately fun fan website, full of her beautiful pictures ( i mean really gorgeous)..and even her candid shots..also features the guys she dated..and her current bf too..i like her a lot even back in Hs..she's just so transparent..from a wildchild to an A-list producer and she's more gorgeous at 30.. i love drew and seeing her pictures and stuff makes realize how much fun life is.

Go with LoVe

Go With Love- swan dive

Don't tell me it's hard for you
when you say that you hurt too
it just makes it much more cruel when you talk that way
And I know we've reached the end,anyone would know
It's foolish to pretend,I wish you would

Go now,don't make this harder just
Go now,leave me alone, if you
Go nowat least you can go with love

Once we laughed in summertime
I was yours and you were mine
what went wrong and who knows why it turned out this way
But sayyou'll always have a place in your heart for me
and I'll do the same but please let me

Go now,don't make this harder just
Go now,leave me alone, if you
Go nowat least you can go with love

You should go now,don't make this harder just
Go now,leave me alone, if you
Go nowat least you can go with love
Part of me wants you to stay
but we'd be unhappy this way and we'd both regret it someday

So Go now,don't make this harder just
Go now,leave me alone, if you
Go nowat least you can go with love.