sabado nights!

CLAUDINE AND I DESIGNED LOLA'S PLACE..


CRAZY COUSINS TANDEM


OF COURSE, THE FOOD SHOULD BE GREAT!


MY MOM, THE CELEBRANT


PAPA, THE HIGHEST PAID ENTERTAINER ,HEHE


OK, WE SHOULD START EATING NOW..



WE'RE KINDA DRUNK..HEHE


OK, TIME TO HAVE FUN..

tabuco legacy

I used to be my dad's own little girl where you can play around and worry about nothing, I used to sit on his lap while he tickles me endlessly, I used to stay still when he cuts my hair (yeah, he was my personal haircutter when I was a kid), especially the bangs. He used to hold my hand when we cross the roads or he used to let me ride on his back, like piggy back..of course now, it would be silly and his back would hurt.hehe.

Of course, he was the one who always teaches me my own lessons in life. He gets really mad when I'm not being nice and he makes me cry when I refuse to obey..sometimes He gets too hard on me..but as I get old enough..sometimes..you slowly begin to understand.. all the sacrifices that he has made just to have where you are right now, that is why I value all kinds of people in all areas of life..because I begin to understand the hardships they go through.

For a daughter like me, it wouldn't be easy because I'm the chameleon in the family..one who changes colors from time to time, so sometimes its kinda hard for him to see who I really am. My dad works abroad and he only comes home once a year..so every moment we get to spend with him, is always and always cherished. He's a bit difficult and a bit strict but only because he has been through a lot..just for the people he loves, apart from that, well He does have a great sense of humor, a bagful of jokes, and a mean sultry voice. He'll always be the only man I've always respected and loved..I mean, I could just imagine him as Robert De Niro in the movie "meet the parents", when someday I would introduce him to the guy I would marry, he would probably make him suffer just by eye contact. Hehe.

Sometimes..when people say they miss people in their lives..to me, its a cliche..I miss my father everyday..but life is about cultivating relationships..every things moves on in order to grow and flourish..they say distance makes the heart grow fonder..I say..it changes people..and tests our relationships stronger.

Cosy Fluximation

one of my faves here in youtube!!

Sometimes..

"Sometimes all I really want to feel is love
Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry
Sometimes my feelings get in the way
Of what I really feel I needed to say..."

-Edit The Sad Parts,Modest Mouse

PyroOLympics

WATCH THIS VIDEO FEST OF FIREWORKS..

CLICK ON IMAGES TO VIEW VIDEOS...

Holiday smiles and pics!

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well, its clear that my cousins love the cam, let them be..anyway, the great thing when u have the holidays with close relatives and families..There's something warm about it as well as peaceful. I have been a bit deaf during the new year, but I'm happy I spent it with the people i love.

now na!

2006 has been a very personal year ..and now I welcome, the exciting (probably) new year of 2007, insights? well, none that I foresee of..I don't even know where to start anyway. But as my parents always tell me.."take your life seriously"..I guess its time to move on and think about other stuff more importantly.

I think I have gotten tired of going out..(is this me?) nah, its probably an understatement..but I want to take things more slowly this time..with more caution perhaps..I want to enjoy more time with the people I love, family, close friends..Because in the future when I get to live alone, those moments I will have with them will be gone..and sometimes, everything u greatly enjoy when you were single will change differently, when u truly commit urself to somebody..hmm, Am I thinking of commitment??..why not! but with whom?...we'll see. I don't know what to look forward this year..get a job, go abroad, save money, find a decent guy, go out with friends, love your family and increase your faith, spiritually..I'm not sure what to expect..and I don't know what its going to be like..But I'm ready and I hope I enjoy the ride. rock on, 2007!

CHEERS!

Glitter My Words

Cat Nap

i'm not really a lover of cats..but i love taking pictures of them..our household cat, recently bore a lot of kittens..and I had an afternoon delight of taking some poses..apparently, i may not really adore them..but I love how cute they look.

aftermath

"And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-kahlil Gibran

boys don't cry

"I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind "
-boys don't cry

"The sun is up
I'm so happy I could scream!
And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be
Than here with you
It's perfect
It's all I ever wanted
I almost can't believe that it's for real "....

- Lyrics from "mint car" The Cure



"and i know i was wrong
when i said it was true
that it couldn't be me and be her
inbetween without you
without you "

- "In between days" -The cure


"It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love"

- Friday I'm in love

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I've been listening to my old The CuRe Album, the all acoustic one..and it still keeps me up and makes my mood more up than ever. Love it. I remember in highschool when the 80's new wave was so popular and like everyone knows every new wave song, but apart from all the other bands..I still love the Smiths and The cure. Of course, i've memorized more songs from the cure, since I love the drumset and Robert Smith's voice. I love the lipstick he wears and the hair is cool. The music is so upbeat, I think the forever song that is my all-time favorite is their "mint car", I used to always sing to it and memorize the lyrics over and over again. If ever I get stranded on an island, there are only three cds I would bring with me, the cure, true faith and one indie compilation..hehe, even if I don't have company its enough to last me..a week..I guess.

pasko syndrome

During the chrismas season, I find time to be with my own old crazy friends..as well as meet new people who inspire me everyday...



eat and be merry with them..



make new moments of fun..




mingle with my new friends...



bond with interesting people..






and make them close to your heart..



..its also the season to welcome new persons..in this world





But with the rest day, I still spend the christmas love..in my humble abode with the people I love most...




Glitter My Words

emote

"There is a certain desperate loneliness of two parallel lines that will never meet, within the same plane.."

-anonymous.

I hug you

I offer this hug..

for the people who have lost their families in Bicol...
for all the women who lost their daughters and sons..
for all the men who lost their love ones..
for all the parents who still haven't found their children..
for all the tired souls who have never stopped searching ..
for the ones missing..
for the families who lost their houses and livelihood this christmas...
for the broken hearted who have never stopped grieving..
for the ones who were left by the people they love and never moved on..
for the people who only had days to live..
for my patients who still cannnot walk and get on with their daily lives..

for the important people in my life (my family) who have never stopped loving me..
for all the people I have hurt..
for the people who broke my heart..
and for the person, who always me smile...

I offer you my tightest and warmest hugs this christmas..I promise not to let go.

hot chocolate for two

They say chocolate is an aphrodisiac, and it even does help stimulate the mind during intense reading at night or when u need to concentrate on studying, that is why I remember during my board review before, I bought packs of black Hershey's chocolate bars, and It does help me keep awake at night but unfortunatelt it did not help me lose weight. hehe
I love hot chocolate drinks, I really do. I mean I would give up a lot of things for a nice talk and some hot choco, simple as that. I guess stimulating conversations with people who blow your mind at times, satisfies me.
The whole week, friends of mine would often ask me about things about love and relationships (hellow? like I know a lot, im the one who's single), that sometimes the person they like, date or commited act like jerks at times..how sometimes, the guy you are inlove with, does act so insensitive, or does he not?
I don't want to be a hypocrite, but I do hate most men when they pretend they aren't romantic, blah blah (gosh, spare me the BS), they pretend they don't miss you or whatever they want to show off, its crazy, but sometimes I realize, we often expect things a lot from the people we love. we measure their love for us, by the size of attention or care we recieve from them, but sadly not all men are the same. I guess its unfair coz sometimes, people do have limitations..sometimes they cannot measure up the way we expect them to be. There are people who just tend to be not so expressive or emotional, that they become insensitive to our eyes and no matter how they try to please us, no one can be really that close to perfection, and the more we expect them to be better, the more we only pressure them to be something they are not intending to be. the cycle just keeps going on and on, the more we tend to find ourselves unhappy of the situation..because we simply cannot satisfy our own judgements.

Friday night hot choco, best buddies and sweet inspirations for life

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sometimes all we need in this life are beautiful people who always inspires us to live and try to be happy, sweet moments to get by and of course, good food.