The Dawn

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bandwatch

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the fort outfield

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ai's survey

RESULT OF TEACHER AILEEN'S LOVE QUESTIONNAIRE FOR ME, hehehe

1.What do you think of courtship?

- bullshit..hahaha kidding, for some men its a game or a challenging thing to win a girl..for me, it should be about being real, getting to know the person more, learning to listen, knowing both of ur fears, showing the person ur flaws, learning to trust each other and when the right time comes, you begin to realize how much u value that person a lot.

2.Do you believe that friends can be
lovers, but lovers can never be friends?

- well i have always believed friendship based on hatred will never work..so why take a chance with someone whom u never trusted anyway?


3.Do you believe that you can learn to
love someone eventhough u dont really love that person?

- no

4.Who is your ideal partner?

- haha gosh, i have long list for this..okay for one thing, an ideal partner would be like, someone i would never get tired of..kissing, hugging, talking, laughing..whatever etc.


5.Have you met your soulmate?

- still looking for the existence if there is one..

6.Is it true that love wears out or lessens?

- i guess it just evolves into something far more serious or precious.

7.Have you really let go of someone?

- yeah lots of times.

8.How many bfs/gfs have you had?

- one boyfriends and the rest are non-exclusively dating guys.

9.Are you always serious when it comes to
relationships?

- depends.

10.Which one do you prefer, friendship or
relationship?

- friendship.

11.Why?

- it is all what i can afford right now, more than that will be a much bigger risk for my heart and it would take the right guy to make me fall, again.

12.Have you fallen in love with your
bestfriend?

-no, coz he's gay hehe

13.Have you fallen in love with someone
you regret?

- no.

14.If yes, why do you regret?
-

15.Are you in a serious/fling relationship
right now

-..we'll see..

16.Are you a player?

- no.

17.Are you serious with your relationship?

- if there's a guy who would take me seriously, then it will be the last one.

18.Are you a martyr?

- nope.

19.Do you believe in marriage first before
living in or vice-versa?

- marriage

20.Why?

- the reasons are between me and the guy, alone.

21.Are you a still say yes person or a no,
no, no when it comes to reconciliation with any
of your exs?

- no...exes are exes.

22.Do you look ahead to your future or do
you look behind to your past?

- for now, i always look behind the past, probably why am i more scared with dating anyone, i know its a problem..but i'll get over it someday.

23.Why do you think most relationships
dont last?

- compatibility? and not meant to last?


24.Do you really think love can conquer
all?

- yeah.

25.Whats your motto when it comes to
love?

- it nurtures the soul.

weekend dose

im having a sick weekend. Saturday night, i didnt feel very well..when everyone was partying i was having a hot night -- i was having high fever and couldnt sleep very well. My head was bursting with headache. I had my medicine yet, it didnt work..and i was feeling very warm until the next morning.

I spent my sunday in the living room, having a dvd marathon..and with sassy messing and playing with me all the time and she even tried to bit my nose. I couldnt get up and answer phone calls. I couldnt finish what i was watching because the headaches are killing me. Then i rested again for the tenth time, even with the warm weather my feet still felt cold and my lower limbs felt so achy. I lost appetite to eat anything and all i could drink was water and nothing at all. I am in a bad state and hopefully tomorrow, i will recover. All the time i was having a hard time to close my eyes, i was staring at the ceiling and thinking i felt so numb. Its funny that when you're sick you begin to think clearly..you begin to rationalize things. You begin to see the difference between what seems to be a fairytale from the reality..or probably just a result when you're having 45 degrees celsius in your temperature.

heartstopper

well, its one of those nights, when u get lazy to go partying up and u just want to relax the night watching movies with friends and just plain talking with them.

I guess, when u get tired about thinking a lot of things, u get so sucked up and all u can do is just listen to ur friends talk, sip ur beer, listen to music and light another cigarette. just one night, it is.

"Home " -Dishwalla

I'm so sick and tired
of all these things
that drag me down
I've got no where to go
they say that life
is in these hands
you give everything
you give yourself away you give
and still you choke
and find yourself running for the door

come and take me
home
lead me to your door
take me where you are
lead me to your door
at least just for a while

its some kind of life
forever days
we're in the cold
unfamiliar way
so take this fear
and fade it out
it won't make me sad
cause I get sentimental lord
in other ways
and I don't want to let me down here anymore

so come and take me home
lead me to your door
take me where you are
lead me to your door
and let me in
just let me in
and let me leave
just let me leave this world
come on now let me leave this world
at least just for a while


I love this song, i heard it a while ago..its expresses what i feel right now.

My "ApparenT" Other HaLF

In celebration of the depressing valentine season, well here's my own prediction, based on a lot of things, the type of guy i might end up with..=)

He likes to comb his hair
backward, open his forehead showing a dignified facial expression. His eyes
sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly , confident
and ego proud. one may think he is kind and gentle , but inside he is a
strong and secure person. If he is frightened, he will react and respond right
away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He
will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at
work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the
crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

one may think he is a shy guy, but
deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just
waits for that right moment. he doesnt want anything to be taken from him or being ordered around . He
respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser
for he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an
occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always
look at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he
has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without
making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on
something, he can be very up set like a rainy storm on a summer day. It will
only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is
a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he
thinks it will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well
manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out
exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice
and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess. He can be easily
hurt by other people especially no one trusts or respect his ability. You
could compliment him sometimes.He is not a good judge for he listens to many
people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see him with no
woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his
heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many
girl friends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his
face is not one of them. he can not live without love , because for him Love is
a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him,
it's make him feels "in power". He may complain if he is asked for favor, but
deep inside he is happy that he was asked. If he is offered any help, he will
refuse you right away.
When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not
careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to
buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he
has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first
class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog,
and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very
serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he asks me out, we will
surely have a fun and jolly time.
He will take chance with his
love life, he is handled well,his heart can be won. If he is your love
one, it won't be a romance novel.. he needs to be calmed down when he
over reacts to small matters because cool stability will control and ease
his mood.
He likes to talk and not
knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

.. ipakita sa mundo kung anu ang kaya mu

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throw ur hands in the air, wave them like u just dont care

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okay, we party after

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naughty groomsmen

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crazy bridesmaids

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reception

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andre, the wedding date hahaha

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with ruby's brother, ray, yosi buddy

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with kay

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Joy, the singing diva

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e with ruby's cousin,again hehe

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ruby's cousins

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model bride

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brides to be in 10 years

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me and cristy

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the maid of honor and the wedding planner hahha

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wedding of rose

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usherette, wedding assistant, driver, photographer, wedding planner, wedding date and part time relative hehe

i attended, ruby's sister, rose's wedding.. well at first, my problem was what to wear, since i havent had any proper wedding attire, i wanted to wear some blouse and nice skirt..well i found one in my mom's wardrobe, i had no time to go shopping and besides i liked it because the skirt was floral. i was expecting to just relax and enjoy the wedding since i know its a family occasion and i just wanted to mingle and meet her friendly cousins. But actually, it was a very very very very .. and i mean very long day.

well i came to pick ruby up in the hotel.. then she told me that since i brought my car, then the flowers can be placed there, then she told me she needed help for organizing people at the church and gave me instructions about the flowers, corsages..well i thought it would be an easy job. it was supposed to but the fact that we were running late and a lot of things had to be done. when we came in the church, i still had to check the ninangs and ninongs, nobody how to pin the corsages properly, so it became such a task for me, i had to pin almost everybody's corsages..and read the names of the proper sponsors...then make sure the offertory is done..then me and ruby's cousins had to be early for the reception because we needed to check the list of guests and their designated seats..so it turned out i had to be the usherette. well it was okay for a while, but i was really confused about who's family and who's friends..but of course, i had to smile and be polite and ask them nicely where to go. it was really tense, i had to think fast. then when it was over..i had a nice smoke. gosh.. then...

well we were suppose to head back to the hotel for a post wedding party, like drinking and all.. but the problem was, the gifts. ruby's car was small enough for the gifts.. but mine was enough. so since, it was only practical thing to do, i offered to drive.. the gifts with ruby's at the groom's place.. so we did.. and we havent eaten yet. then, one thing led to another. my feet was killing me and i couldnt drive well already because i was really tired and i have my period. Ruby kept on asking if i was okay.. well i was but the thing is, i had to be home early because my mom is asking my whereabouts..and i was feeling so tired too. unfortunately, i dropped ruby off and told her to tell her cousins that the invitation was nice but i really had to go, But apart from that, i had fun, really.. i met some friends and her cousins were really nice. the music was really great, we were dancing and there were cute guys. but just cute..no more no less..what a weddding day.

Cucurrucucu Paloma - Caetano Veloso

Cucurrucucu Paloma - Caetano Veloso

Dicen que por las noches
Nomas se le iba en puro llorar,
Dicen que no comia,
Nomas se le iba en puro tomar,
Juran que el mismo cielo
Se estremecia al oir su llanto;
Como sufrio por ella,
Que hasta en su muerte la fue llamando

Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay,... cantaba,
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay,... gemia,
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay,... cantaba,
De pasión mortal... moria

Que una paloma triste
Muy de manana le va a cantar,
A la casita sola,
Con sus puertitas de par en par,
Juran que esa paloma
No es otra cosa mas que su alma,
Que todavia la espera
A que regrese la desdichada

Cucurrucucu... paloma,
Cucurrucucu... no llores,
Las piedras jamas, paloma
¡Que van a saber de amores!
Cucurrucucu... cucurrucucu...
Cucurrucucu... paloma, ya no llores

playing with aud'z niece

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manila by night!!

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view from the top

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say happy chinese new year

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blurred

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cris, the waiter

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two overaged youngsters

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when u know the song,it reveals ur age

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raul's sentiments, haha

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bunso, the last person to arrive

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audz mom and friends

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wine and stories

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audrey and cute niece

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smile!

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lyn, badet,gurly

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Barbs and Noel

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red gurls

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rooftop party

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early birds

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Kung hei fat choi at Aud'z place

bench, me, audz and noel


sunday, jan 29. i went to audrey's place at cityland condos, and met some of our close friends in the office. we had some nice catered foods, some famous adobo dip and some wine, which i didnt have any, because of my saturday "'sickness", Dr. bench apparently told me i may have had suffered gastritis and was stupid to drink a lot of hard liquor without even having some dinner. Ruby and apol wasnt there. we had some good kwentuhand and everything, raul jammed the guitar and cris told a lot of funny stories. we all went home early, i was feeling sleepy and tired. Its was a nice relaxing night to start my chinese new year.

chinese goodluck

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Kung hei fat choi

Leo Forecast for 2006
As the Sun and Planets appear to travel through the 12 sectors of
the sky called the "Houses" they INDICATE (do NOT create) certain
emotions & experiences or events that could be manifesting in the
lives of certain people in whose Houses the Sun & Planets appear
during the time covered by the forecast. (The House boundaries
are based on the TIME of birth). This "forecast" lists several of
the MOST LIKELY EFFECTS as each Planet travels the House it's in
ON the forecast date; which last until it reaches the next House.

While Jupiter is in House 4 327 more days 27OCT05->24NOV06
It's a time to seek inner peace and trust that you will be safe.
It's a time to explore your past and see it in a new perspective.
It's a time to understand what truly makes you feel you BELONG.
It's a time to put down roots or buy a home or expand your space.
You need to make your home life more nurturing and fulfilling.
Your sense of humor is appreciated more at home than at work.
You understand yourself better & your self-confidence increases.
You can see new Truth about your self & your parents & your past.

While Saturn is in House 1 1.67 years 17JUL05->02SEP07
It is a time to restructure your life; to build firm foundations.
It's time for a reality check... is what you do the "real" you?
It's time to concentrate on you: to define yourself. Who are you?
Your convictions may be tested: can you act on what you believe?
You need to work on yourself now & focus inward; not on externals.
Life may bring obstacles & hardships if you won't work on you.
It's high time to become more self-disciplined and responsible.
You need to focus on what's most important and not be distracted.

While Uranus is in House 8 more than 2 years 30DEC03->31DEC08+
It's a time for CHANGE in your attitudes to sex and/or to money.
New relationships may be intense & unstable & CHANGE you somehow.
Existing sexual relationships undergo radical changes (or end).
Your life suddenly changes; or involves intense & deep feelings.
You suddenly BREAK FREE from relationships which restrict you.
A shared source of income suddenly changes for better or worse.
Someone you depended upon might leave your life unexpectedly.
You may seek to break free from a frustrating obligation or debt.

While Neptune is in House 7 more than 2 years 28NOV98->31DEC08+
You are more self-less & compassionate in one-on-one relations.
In close relationships there may be confusion; evasion; deception.
Beware of wishful thinking; self delusion & unwise self-sacrifice.
Partners in care-giving or creative work inspire or confuse you.
You may encounter an ideal love; or spiritual bond or psychic tie.
You learn to give Unconditional Love - to surrender expectations.
You have an opportunity to give devoted care to someone in need.
Advice received may be clouded by confusion/evasions/deceptions.



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Ive always have been fascinated by these kind of things..although most of the time, they do relate to things that happen in my life..and some don't but its quite good. But i still believe in fate and destiny stuff.. i mean its more challenging and i guess more thrilling to think that no one knows actually, what might happen for the next days of our lives.

and the sunday geek!

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sassy cutie!

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sunday pets!

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riptyde

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