This was taken last saturday, post-bday celebration. Pretty cute huh! blowing off candles just like some dumb teen ager..hehe.. i was appreciated everyone who came..i even cooked some newly invented seafood recipes..for some "special" friends ..but little did i know, only a two of the closest people, came.. and no one even came up with the best excuses.
well, i actually i have gotten over with it. its just that.. its just sucks to know, that after all the preparation that u made and the effort that u gave.. it did not paid off..im not bickering about it. or maybe i am, or maybe i am mad and frustrated about it. i wanted to act like a kid who did not get what it wanted, i wanted to act immature.. and make a big deal out of it. .. but then for what. but maybe for now, maybe i will act like a kid, who did not have balloons for its birthday. All i wanted is to have some old friendly dinner, prepared for the people i would want to spend the night talking with, get drunk and have some sensible open chat... but i guess everyone thought that coming from someone, who makes everybody laugh..i am making abig joke out of this.. maybe i did.. but this time, i am not.
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