Barbican Turbo Car Exh 2009

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last year was much better, but it was ok this yr, we didnt get to watch the drifting,

katrina's wrangler jeep was there, free barbican drinks, rap mini concert, a cool time to spend the day. hopefully, next it would be much better..

Al Ain Trip

Here in UAE, after ramadan season, then comes holiday - Eid, where everybody celebrates the end of fasting as well, so this time we went to Al Ain, as i have always wanted to see the famous mountain of Jebel Hafeet, and the greeneries of green mubazzarah, it was a great night to relax and enjoy the holiday festive seaon, loved it so much, we will back there soon.

blog rush

Funny, how time passes by and yet everything around stays the same.

hmm, quick updates - got the uae license, bought the car, made first out of town trip to Al Ain, driving around the city with habibi hehe, and so on and so forth.

For the past few days, it was hard to sleep, funny how the mind works and wakes u up in the middle of night, then makes u go back to sleep and then wakes u up. its like u worry about tomorrow, when tomorrow does not worry about u, weird.

I forgot how blogging was so fun for me, just takes me much time before, but everything i do post things, it just keeps going on and on. I'll just arrange my pics and keep on updating.

Film-festing

I know its been a while blogging so much has happened these days. Life really has its own weird perspective.

Anyway il get on to the new updates in my life here in abu dhabi day by day

The last few days i attended middle east film fest hehe so cool!

I review the movies one by one! Ciao!

Middle East Film Festival 2009

(will post some pics very very soon)

changes

 They say time changes people. But i think people just change themselves, its true when you're out with reality you try to grab as much hope as you can. When depression touches you, you try to grab as much branches of happiness you can have..You hold on to them as much as possible. but as the journey goes, you feel you no longer have to hold on to these branches, because it is your choice to change and to survive. Love can only show you as much, but in this life, its only one of the few things that will provide you extreme hope to survive this life.  I believe in true happiness, I believe life can be very simple, people just make it complicated.  I believe there are good things to come, I just have to be patient. I believe people change but only..when they want to and need to.

I believe change makes  a person grew stronger and gives him a chance to see things in a different point of view.

Like white flowers

flowers are like people. no matter how beautiful they are, in times of sadness they fade out too.

Like hearts, that comes lost with words, confused with emotions, and pressures of life, but like flowers they give out hope for themselves, realizing life will not be complete without the flower that gives them color and life.

Like friendships, that fade out, they bloom and grow together but eventually, the other one gives up. 

I wish for this one flower, i already gave up. I don't know what happened along the way, never knew what pain caused the other, but rest assured I only pray she finds her way home to where she was before, away from the pressures life showed her.

His Kaleidoscope World

"Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spin it round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world ."

I love this song, as well as the previous ones, like cold summer nights, Francis Magalona was an icon, the rap icon era, and he was good. He died on March 6, 2009. I remember when he was newly married to Pia, and how pretty she was. How Francis, was so cute and so cool. He made the filipino rap not corny and baduy. I read once, he went to US and he met Mike Jordan, and he relates how he was nice to him and all. I dont know what kind of person Francis really was, but I knew he sang so well, he was friends with all the rock bands that i love, eraserheads, chito of parokya and collaborated so well with them. He was the spice of the filipino music, may it be rock or hiphop..I truly believe he was loss to the industry but then a gain for inspiration for new age music. we'll miss u kababayan.

Im proud to be PINAY.

Lets Stay Together

"I, I'm so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me
'Cause you make me feel so brand new
And I want to spend my life with you

Since, since we've been together
Loving you forever
Is what I need
Let me be the one you come running to
I'll never be untrue

Let's, let's stay together.."

Happy Valentines to everyone..

January - Manila Trip part three- Mom's bday

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Gosh, I miss mom the most, we didnt get to bond so much, but at least we had some time together, i got to kiss and hug her so much. I miss her cooking and the way she smelled. The way she greets and smiles at me. I'll see u again, mami

January - Manila Trip part two- brothers

January - Manila Trip part one- with friends

walk with me

The farther the road goes into, the more both hearts close in more.. the picture becomes clearer, the grip is more stronger.

when we walk with the one person we choose to spend our lives with, the deeper we hold them, the deeper they hold our hearts and the deeper, they feel our dreams. They begin to share our own fears and see our own worlds.

I've never had this before..I've never had anyone, take a peek into my own world nor share my dreams with, its not a joke anymore, he really does get to see the big picture.

Day One at etisalat academy

I'm reading haruki murakami again, its one of the nonfiction books that really got stuck to me, i like his way of presenting the stories, brief , direct and deep. I miss my Bf, he's out there somewhere hehe.. (we just talked a while ago), its good to be alone sometimes, u sort out urself, u think about ur present life somehow and get the big the picture. The room is nice, the toilet is great i love it and mostly the food was..awesome, i'd probably gain weight here, wish i wont. at least there is internet, there's life somehow and music, i can live with it. There is something strange being alone in a hotel room, there is an air of nostalgia, its like wearing a dress that has been worn many times, u still feel the presence of the people who has slept there many times, u wonder how many emotions went on inside this room. weird. i'm weird.oh well, time to sleep and get under the covers. finish this haruki.

At one point

At one point, you think its no use turning back when u have already built many things and made them solid.

At one point, you just want to give everything up for one thing, but then u gain strength once again to stand up and move on.

At one point, you don't realize what a real bullshit you're in, until u see the big picture, u want to escape this stupid reality and hide from the world, but u choose to see the transparency.

At one point, u don't see the difference anymore between love and hatred, whether its the feeling or the belief u have.

At one point, u forget which person u were and how to come back from before. Because the world changes u slowly, into something u didnt even think u would become. The past haunts you, but the future scares u to death.

barbican turbo day

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There was a barbican turbo car exhibit in adnec, we had some invites and some feel for new cards, there was a car drift by team orange from japan, then some lux cars, there were skateboarding and things, then we also saw the dragon boart racing, in the late noon. The cars were awesome, really way too cool, but the really dragging thing was, all the amazing cameras were there, with all the long lenses. gosh, ours was small dgital. but then, at least we had a nice time. really weird day. indeed but nice.

two women

One can easily spot the difference between two women..

The one who is brought up without manners, always tries to pretend she has. She doesn't know the meaning of privacy and loves to talk about other people. She loves expensive things so she can cover her true dark soul. She tries to lead a quiet life, because she avoids her own scandals. She's a number one hypocrite as she thinks she's always right. She likes lives in world of lies.

The one who is truly educated, knows how to enjoy life. She communicates well with many people and always praised for the things she has done. She respects privacy and does not engage in other people' lives. She loves quality as she believes in keeping things neat and well. She abhors too much talk and does not argue when not needed. She always does what she preaches and knows when she is right or wrong.

Dubai trip

at the terminal













at dubai festival city


goodnight tin!


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sometimes the best remedy to miss home, is to be with someone who has been with you all these years.

remember that

Remember that I will never love you..

Until the day you die.. I will never cry a tear for you...

I will rejoice at the day of your death...

Remember that I will never love you..

At your deathbed, I will laugh at you and whisper at your ear "I hope you die fast"

I will spit at you grave.

Remember that I will never ever love you..

my heard has turned stone cold for you..

The day that you die, everybody will be free from you.

Remember, that everyday I will pray that you be delivered to hell.

No passion is deserved for a soul so dirty, so selfish and so miserable.