redundant

over and over she wept , thinking this fucking thoughts will never end, piece by piece it just torns her apart..everyday living like this, waiting for something. which thing? she doesnt even know, nor she doesnt even care. what the fuck? no one will ever see, no will ever feel this sorrow..like everyday being burned like hell. tortured by hatred. what does deserve mean, what does it really mean. no matter how tears surpass the sadness, the heart never forgets..