barely breathing

the crushing pain in my chest is so hard to explain. Like the air just stopped and suddenly humid. through all the tears, the road becomes so hard to see..so blurred, like there is nowhere to go. The walls just became more thick, and like the room is closing in. Vulnerable to anything, but only choosing to hide. Unaware of time, hunger and reality..i feel more far than anything. Questions left unanswered, im praying for a light to come into my window. The light that used to brighten my darkest moments. Its fading fast and slowly i feel so scared, so lost.. among everything. after some time, emotions become numb. there is no remedy for sadness that engulfs the soul. only an air to breathe, can be an escape, to this sudden loneliness. when depression comes, the world just becomes a small world to live in, everything just becomes so unbearably boring.