isang planggana mung luha

i used to maintain two blogs..but well i had to choose the one i liked best..this is one of my entries..in my previous blog..i wrote it while thinking on a logical state..hehe

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Oi to all my friends who feel single and dumped, tumigil nga kau at paguumpugin ko mga ulo nyu eh..hehe, ok fine kasama na ako dun. well im not being a hypocrite naman, or nagmamarunong, its just for the past few days, most of my kumarehs are either in a break-up, heartache or whatsover..sabagay ako ren, (kaso ung sa akin way way complicated talaga, so abangan nyu na lang kung iiyakan ko ren tong hayup na to..hehe), I mean mostly naririnig ko nakakainis kase single ka..nakakamiss ang bf..chuk chak chenes and so fort.

I wont be ipokrita and say, jusko super saya ang single, loka-loka lang nagsasabi nun at malamang bitter..Its fun though..i've been single for like 6 to 8 years na ba, whatever. Actually it should not be a permanent state, we all need to fall in love at some point and actually have our serious relationship, coz sabi nga nila "a life without love" is not life at all..pero para sa akin, i've always believed being single is an educating part of ur life..MINSAN, kase ung iba sa atin, puro na lang AKO KASE NEVER KO SYA NILOKO, DI KO NAMAN SYA INAAWAY, WALA NA SYANG MAISUSUMBAT SA AKIN, GINAWA KO NA LAHAT, at kung anu-anu pang litanya..Oo na cge na..ALMOST PERFECT ka na, e bat ka iniwan, bakit di nagwork-out?..KASE ITS NOT MEANT TO BE? oh sure..hindi naman lahat ng bagay na walang nangyari..its not meant to be ang sagot..minsan, u are probably one of the mistakes.

Minsan kase when something so special happens to our lives especially sa lovelife, we get so overwhelmed diba..super in-love..yet we usually forget the fact that, if u weren't single, di mu naman ma-memeet yan e..so singleness is a blessing. We are sometimes too excited with a relationship that we forget that part of our lives na "independent state", lahat na fofocus sa isang bagay..so ang tendency nagiging malabo..then when u see things go wrong..eskapo ka ka kagad..ang weird di ba. Sugod ng sugod..duwag naman pala. Bakit ba lahat ng tao ngmamadali? nagset ba si Lord or ang panahon ng "tamang oras" para mainlove, magasawa or whatever..wala naman di ba..wala silang pakelam kung mag-aasawa ako ng 40 or 50...kung mainlab ako ng 37 na ako..or whatever, buhay ko un e..puso ko un..

We always want to find the one..ever..pero sabi nga ni Iza Calzado.."I am the one"..we would always meet men and date them..but we would never know which is which.. until we become close to them and they began to see us more than what we really are.

sa mga friends ko na nakikisabay sa rainy season, hay nako dear..ok lang yan. We cannot judge ur exbf or whatever na gago sya, antipatiko sya or trantado sya, kahit na 100% syang low IQ..hehe the only thing we know is, people make mistakes..people get hurt..its a rule of life. You have two choices, tanggapin mu ung nangyari, magmove on ka and struggle to live.. OR umiyak ka, magpakadepress ka, hold on, give-up, lose urself and give up living ala suicide..two choices..mabuhay ka or give up? this is life's reality..if u cant deal with it..then u make a choice.