Tuesday, March 13, 2007

restless at 3 a.m.



i couldn't sleep last night, literally tossing and turning over and over again. I tried watching a movie, talking with a friend or even reading something. I felt restless and the fact is I wasnt even thinking of anything. Nothing at all.

I am a light-sleeper actually, I wake up in an instant when there is an alarm or I hear someone walking beside me.. Friends tend to appreciate that I wake up usually early or something, but actually the slightest movement at any rate..wakes me up. The weird thing about last night was that I felt relaxed and yet, I can only sleep for about an hour then I wake up again. Its crazy.

I felt bored for the past few weeks. Its like u tend to do a lot of things but then u actually feel bored. You try to think of other things but the same things keep coming up. Its hard when u deal with some stupid things in your life, you try not to be affected about it but then it does. You try so much to get away with it, but it consumes you more, and everytime you let it go, it comes back at you ten-fold.

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