sometimes when something seems not right and u feel tired of going over it, over and over again..u lose interest. i feel nauseous at the thought that i am being morphed into something that i cant be and would rather not. If i can't have something or somebody, i wouldnt fight over it. If the person is too ignorant to care, then so what..i have a life.. the world is too big to stay in one place. If im just needed for something, then look for somebody else..if u cant be there for me then why the hell am i wasting time on u? they say everything cuts both ways..so i dont work on a "one sided street". I dont have patience for people who cares about nothing but themselves, they just turn to other people for emotional things and let them know about their stupid life. I get tired of that crap. I get bored. If all u think is about you and ur life, then go get a diary or something, go find a somebody else to listen about you, yourself alone. I need somebody too, someone who listens, interacts with me and is fully interested in me and what i do. Apart from that i have lots of friends, all in different areas of life. I am tired of giving a shit on something i dont fully understand. i dont give damn for anything, when i quit, i walk out..i never turn my back, ever. I am tired of pretending its going to be nice..its going to be this way. People change, feelings change. I hate being lied at, being scorned and taken for granted, i hate blissful promises that are never done. I hate people who do that, it sucks. I hate the things people promised about but cant do anything , so annoying and so frustrating.
Im not perfect so dont expect anything as beautiful and excellent, i have had a tough life, so get over it. I get tired of wanting, waiting and feeling stupid.
If I see and feel something is so so wrong, you'll never never see me again.gosh, its so crazy, to feel when u really want something and u know, u cannot have it.
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