Sunday, January 15, 2006

2005-2006



Last year, i only had three priorities in mind. .. work, friends and fun. No more. I had a lot of fun but i still wasnt happy. I met a lot of friends, but only a few i trusted enough. It was like i was numb from all the experience, pretending ur enjoying it and ur having so much glam. I cant seem to see the point of it everything. it was the year of the my past coming back. I met all the guys i dated before, and it was nice to see them, it was like laughing from all of ur past mistakes and moving on. I had a more different view in life, probably in a bitter sort of way but much more with a better prospective. Im trying to be more optimistic now and hopefully my pessimism would wear off naturally. i think this year will be a personal thing for me, maybe life will test me if i did learn a lot from last year and if i did grow up...and maybe it will be about risks, which was all that i avoided about last year.

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