For SanTa

Holidays are here now. yet, its like just a normal month for most of us here. Probably the economy sucks a lot. Before, you could almost see light everywhere and anywhere, now its like the lights are not lit off as much since the electric bill have increased again. Its like you could feel everyone is rushing to finish this bad year for everyone of us. I dont know about the others but its been a "subtle" year for me, everyhting was routine and ordinary, i only enjoyed the exciting "changes", nearing the end of the year, now more i excited for the new year than christmas itself.

You could really feel the suffocation in the air, like everyone's breathing so hard and thinking what will happen next? the worst part is, its been raining a lot these past few days, and its making me lazy to go out. All im looking forward this holidays are the food of course, and especially the gifts, i dont know what i'll be getting this christmas, and im not actually not looking foward to it. I mean i've had that, and when u get older these things just seem to grow on you, wear off. I am more looking forward for the company of the oldfriends, relatives and of course my family. For the first time of my life, as being single on the holidays doesnt bother me at all, i mean of course im in a "good" state, but im more susceptible it, so who the fuck cares? hehehe.

I only have three wishes this christmas, and hope Santa gives it to me.. 1) a peaceful night with the people i love most,..2) receive the sweetest and most touching gift on christmas from someone i like and lastly, have an exceptionally, honest and fulfilling christmas and new year. hope nothing beats that.