Thursday, April 07, 2005

oaTh to BitterNess

I shall not date again any guy from this day onwards nor even play dating games with them. I will not entertain any dinner dates nor accept any proposals from any man regardless of his position ,age nor face value (hehe). I refuse to comment on any issues regarding any guy i liked. I do not care about him nor his life or whichever that is related to him. I refuse to understand his state nor his capability level. I refuse to be nice and do not care if i become a heartless bitch. I will not let him know about the updated version of my life. I will try not to mention him to anyone and not make any significance into my life.

..Wish i could really mean those..what am I bitter for anyway? ..Maybe there are things much better unexplained and unsaid..No use trying to understand more when much pride and heartache is left to a woman's soul. Most people would never understand how hard it is to pretend that you're never affected and you never cared..when all the truth of it...is that you know the true reasons and decide to bury it forever.

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